Some of you will know that I love music. I always have it on at work in the background and I usually have it on at night when I am designing or surfing the web. I always seem to have songs for everything that I have gone through or are going through. When I was pregnant the song “Welcome To My Life” by Simple Plan was how I was feeling. Every time I hear that song now it brings back all of the memories and feelings I had when I found out I was pregnant.
Right now the song that describes how I am feeling is by Cher from the movie “Burlesque”. It is called “You Haven’t Seen The Last Of Me”.
I love this song right now because I feel defeated. There is a lot going on right now that I won’t get into but this song says how I feel right now. Like the song says you haven’t seen the last of me. I will get through everything that is going on and I will come out on top!
Do you have songs that explain certain parts of your life?
I am not where I thought I would be in life. The plans I had made when I was younger all went out the window when I got pregnant and placed my daughter for adoption or when I got diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis when I was 15. I always thought that by the time I was in my late 20′s I would have my RN and either be a traveling nurse or work in the ER. I never would have guessed that I would be living at home again, going through a divorce, and working as a receptionist. I also never would have guessed that I would have had a child and placed her for adoption.
It is crazy to me how my life has turned out and what I have been through. I don’t think there is anyway that anyone could ever guess where their lives was going to go. I am hoping that I will be able to live my dream one day and work in the ER or even Life Flight.
I don’t regret anything that has happened in my life because if I didn’t go through everything I have gone through I wouldn’t be the person I am today. I wouldn’t change anything about how my life is because I have grown and I am truly happy with who I am today.