Lots Of Thoughts

Lots Of Thoughts

I was going to write something for the writers workshop but instead of doing that I am just going to write some of the thoughts that I have had over the past little while so that I can get them out of my head.  I am sure they won’t make much sense but I will try to explain a bit about what and why I am thinking them.  Anyway I am just going to make a list of them so you can just skim them if you want to.

  • The main thing that has been on my mind for the past few months is how both of my parents can write off their own children & families.  I have seen that I can do the same thing but I don’t think I could do this to my daughter when she grows up and wants to meet me.  I will never truly understand how they can and how I can just turning feelings off for a person and never look back.  I do think of people again but not enough to make me seek them out.  I just keep on going on and while I kind of understand that with friends I have no idea how a parent can just stop caring about their child.
  • The next thing that has been on my mind is why people still lie because let me be honest like the quote I posted on Monday people can’t remember all lies they tell so they always get caught.   My dad told a few lies about me last year or the year before and since I found that out I have no need to have him in my life.  I am sure he will end up alone and sad because he just can’t seem to tell the truth and he hasn’t figured out that he always get caught when he lies.  There have been more lies told by him than I could ever list so now I just assume everything he says is a lie.
  • I have wondered if two people can be so connected that without having talk to each other for 3 plus years that you still know when they are struggling and when they need you or someone to lean on.

Those are the three things that I have been on my mind for that past few months and I hope now that I have written them down that maybe I can stop thinking about them as much.

What has been on your mind?

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Abraham Lincoln-Quote Of The Week

Quote Of The Week

This week’s quote is by Abraham Lincoln.

Abraham Lincoln

I loved this quote because it is so true.  I wish that people like my biological parents would realize this because I always know and/or find out when they are lying.  I have other people in my life who like to lie as well and I am at the point where I don’t believe a damn thing that is coming out of their mouths. What do you think of this week’s quote by Abraham Lincoln?

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Crazy. . .

Work has been nuts the last 2 weeks.  They let Misti go on the 30th of June.  For those that don’t know Misti was my boss and also the person who hired me.  We worked together almost 4 years and now I am the one left.  When we were bought out last year there were three girls and now I am the last women standing.  I hate that I am the one left because I feel so bad for Misti not having a job and I am worried she won’t be able to find a job.  It is so strange at work to be the one that is left to hold down the fort.  I really believe they wanted to keep Misti but I was the one who was doing what they needed done so I am the one left.  Is crazy to come to work each day and not have her here.  I am sure it will get better as the time passes but I have found that it gets lonely since I am the only girl here and it is super quiet because I am now the only one downstairs in the front of the building.  There are three people in the back/warehouse but I am all alone in the front.  I know in time it will be okay but it is just different to say the least.

I am not sure if you guys remember Blanca and Coco but they were two pitbulls that my friends friend owned.  Long story short he couldn’t keep them so I took both of them to live with my “friend”.  Well he got kicked out so Coco went to stay with Misti and Blanca they told me had to be put down.  Well I never thought she has been put down.  I figured they just lied because they wanted to keep her.  Little did they know I wasn’t going to take her because I had no place for her and they seemed to love her.  Well yesterday when I get to work my Grandma called me and said that Coco got out.  I had her call the lady back who found the dog and ask what color she was because where she was found what to far for Coco to have gone.  Well it turns out to be the dog that they said they put down.  Lets just say I was pissed off because they didn’t need to lie about it.  I am fine with them having her.   It just pisses me off that they had to lie about it all.    If anyone should have the dog it is me but I don’t have a place for her.  Maybe in time I will get her!!!!  The white one is Blanca and the brindle colored one is Coco

This post has taken me all day to right because are crazy and I have to answer them and do everything else I do.  I am not complaining about being busy but even being busy the time is still dragging!  I am so ready for it to be time to go home so I can watch my shows.  I hope everyone has had a great Tuesday!
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Tired Of High School Drama & Liars

Once again I am amazed at people how they act.  For the first time in a long time I am not even talking about my husband.  In fact things have been ok on that front since I posted that last update.  I think he read it and saw what he was really doing to me.  Anyways back to the reason for this post.  Today I went and picked up Miss CoCo and took her over to visit Misti.  CoCo is really Misti’s fiances dog.  He is currently not able to take care of her so she is at my “friends” house.  Well the last few weeks my “friend” has been acting really weird.  When I got to the house he is living in I find out that he has til Tuesday to get out.  He has known this for about two months and hasn’t once told me I needed to find a place for the dog to go.  In fact I still wouldn’t know if his ex wasn’t there helping the kids pack their things.  I mean good hell who is out of town on vacation when they are going to lose their house and all of their animals.  But the story gets even better than just that.  In the beginning there were two dogs but now only one of the dogs is alive and that is something that he never told me as well.  I was so heart broken to have to tell Misti that one of Ron’s dogs had to be put down and I am just now finding out about it and once again it is from his ex and not him.  I decided today that I am so over his games and what not.  Who the hell can act like they are a “friend” and not tell me what is going on and give me more than 2 days to figure out a place for this dog to stay.  I mean good hell it isn’t that hard to call or text me and let me know that he was losing the house and that I needed to find a place for the dog to go for about 17 days.  This post was more about me venting than anything else.  Now I am going to have to pull something out of my ass to find a place for this dog and I am out of options.  If anyone in the Salt Lake valley is willing to help me out for 17  days I would be really grateful.  If you can help out please leave a comment and I will get in touch with you ASAP!
I hope everyone is having a great Monday!