30 Days Of Truth

Saturday 9 & Day 12 Something I Never Get Compliments On


Saturday 9: Superstition


1. What are you superstitious about?
I hate Friday the 13 but other than that I am okay.  I used to work in the medical field and full moons and Friday the 13ths where the worst days to be working because the craziest stuff would always happen those days.  You could pretty much plan on having a weird shift those days.
2. What’s the story behind one of your scars?
Most of my scars happened when I feel off my bike and the other ones I have are from cats beating me up because I love to bug them!
3. What are three things that you would rather be doing right now?
Anything lol
4. What do you do when you’re bored?
Read 
Watch Movies
Surf the Web
Read Blogs
Play The Sims 3
5. What’s your favorite thing to do? Why?
I don’t just have one thing that I love to do.  I love a lot of things and they are the same as the list above!
6. What do you do when you’re lonely?
Read blogs or watch TV
7. How do you measure the passing of time in life?
I am not sure-I mostly go on ages
8. What would constitute “the perfectly lived day” for you?
No drama and not feeling sick or not being tired for the MS.
9. If you knew you were going to die in a year, what would you do in your final days?
I would do anything I could do.  I would want to try and experience as much as I could in the year that I had left.
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I can’t really think of anything.  I have tried to fly below the radar and so that no one knows who I am.  I have done a good job of this so people haven’t noticed me very much at all.  I know that the people do notice don’t say much about my weight.

Day 11- Something People Compliment Me On The Most & FIve Question Friday

People only seem to notice the clothes I wear.  I am not sure if that is a good thing or not to be honest with everyone.  Some people when I was younger said they loved my hair because it was so thick and nice.  I have always hated my hair though.  Thick hair is a pain in the butt to take care of and it is super hot in the summer time  but people seemed to like it!
It is Friday the 13th and that totally sucks!  I hope I make it all day with out anything major going wrong.  I have my infusion so lets pray that  I get through that without and problems.  I always seem to have problems when I have to go alone.  Grandma might be able to come though if the prison is still locked down this afternoon.  So I am hoping they will be so that I don’t have to go alone!
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 1. Have you ever visited another country?
Just Tijuana Mexico if that counts.  Oh wait I have been to Canada too after I graduated and was on a trip with grandma.  We drove through Canada on our way from Michigan to New York to see the Palmyra pageant.
2. Where is the strangest place you have ever been?
Probably Ontario Oregon.  I hate that city more than anything.  There is nothing there and it is such a waste of time.  The only time I have been there is when I was on the truck with my husband and I hope I never have to go back!
3. What is your favorite season?
I don’t have one to be honest.  They all have there good and bad points to them. 
4. What one song will always cheer you up?
Pretty much anything will cheer me up.  I just love to listen to music.  It always makes my days better that is for sure.
5. What Disney character do you resemble most?

I have never thought about this.  Maybe Bell because she has brown hair like me?.?.

Day 9- Some One You Didn’t Want To Let Go But You Drifted & Random Dozen

Today’s topic is ironic because I wrote Misti a letter telling how we had drifted apart these past few months.  It has been my fault because I am going through so much right now I have just been doing me and not really taking time for other people or things.  I am in my hermit stage right now because I am tired of some people and how they treat others.
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1. When was the last time you laughed until you cried?
A couple of weeks ago when I was watching TV in my grandparents room while they were getting ready to go to the prison for a program.  Grandma was having a super hard time finding something she wanted to wear and just all three of us going back and forth left me laughing so hard I was crying.  My grandma and I always end up crying though when we start to go back and forth with each other.
2. If you found $10 today, what would you do with it?
Use it at Wal-Mart tomorrow to buy chips or other junk food.
3. Do you volunteer anywhere?
No but I really want to start volunteering and the VA Hospital. I would love to work with soldiers.
4. What is your favorite summertime veggie or fruit, and how do you eat it?
Tomatoes-  I will eat them almost anyway.  I am not a huge fan of fried green tomatoes though but other than that I will eat them anyway.  My favorite was is when they are red and I can just put a little salt on them and eat they straight out of the garden.
5. Is your social sphere (circle of friends) small, medium or large?
Super small and that is okay with me!  I don’t let a lot of people in because I hate getting hurt.
6. When was the last time you attended a family or school reunion? How did that go?
 July 31-It was the typical Tidwell reunion.
7. When you’re feeling blue, what is the best way someone can cheer you up?
Just let me be with my computer and my kids.  My cubs can always make me smile!
8. Have you taken a vacation this summer?
I don’t even remember the last time I went on vacation-it was probably the year I graduated from high school.
9. What is the most unnecessary item you carry with you all the time?
My cell phone
10. What is the best summer flick you have seen so far?
I haven’t seen any new movies this summer so I have no idea what is even good out there anymore.
11. Describe a perfect summer day.
At home with my computer and cold Dr Pepper.  It doesn’t get much better than that oh and maybe a good book or two to read!
12. Please a share a favorite photo from the summer so far!
I couldn’t just pick one so I went with both of them! 

Day 8-Someone Who Made Your Life Hell, or Treated You Like Shit.

So far this is the easiest topic we have had.  The one person I can think of that fits this is my husband.  I will regret the fact that I married him forever!  It is the worst thing I ever could have done but I had to do it hard way.  If I would have listened to my family I never would have had to go through it.  I have learned a lot from everything though so in the end it will be okay.  Just getting to the okay part is hard right now.  I would post a picture of the idiot but it would just piss me off so it is better that I don’t post one.

Saturday Nine & Day 6- Something I Hope I Never Have To Do


Saturday 9: Friends

1. How many of your friendships have lasted more than ten years? Which of your current friends do you feel will still be important to you ten years from now?
None of them.  I don’t like to put the work into them that needs to be done so I tend to not keep friends forever.  I would hope that Misti is still around.
2. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what’s the first thing you look at?
My hair
3. Who was the most recent person on your missed call list on your cell phone? What’s your relationship with the person?
Josh (not the husband)-Just friends
4. What did your last text message you received on your cell phone say?
Okay cool thanks no sense in having them in the storage room to have to go and get them you know.  It was from Misti when I told her we got in the plates and forks at work and that I put them under the sink in the conference room.
5. How would you “label” yourself?
Shy, Fat, Scared Of People
6. What was your favorite age that you’ve been?
I don’t know. . .Probably 25 because I am finally becoming me!
7. What is your current desk top picture? What’s it significant?
A background from Leelou-Blogs.  I love the ones they make.  They change it every month and until I start making my own I will use theirs.
8. What was the last thing you said to someone that you‘d like to take back?
Nothing-I usually don’t take back things I say.  If I say it then I meant it when I said it.
9. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to go back in time and fix all your mistakes which would you choose?
A million dollars.  All my mistakes have made me who I am today so I wouldn’t change it.
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I hope that I never have to bury a child.  I couldn’t handle it and I don’t know how parents have to go through it manage it.  I also hope that I never have to be in a wheel chair.  The fear of a wheel chair is the only thing that is keeping on my current medication.  I would be so depressed if I ever have to be in a wheel chair.  I will lose everything that I enjoy about life if I have to be in a wheel chair not to mention my independence.