A Few Days Of 30 Days Of Truth

I haven’t done this in a week or so.  I am going to do a couple of days in this post.

Day19What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
This one is very loaded.  I think religion is a good thing but I hate when people think they are better than other people because of the religion they belong too.  I also think that anyone should be able to go to church with out having people bully they or  make them feel like they don’t belong.  As for politics I think Obama is a jackass!!!!!!!!!!!

Day 20Your views on drugs and alcohol.
I don’t mind people drinking as long as they are nice and not total jackass when they are drinking.  I have been around me drunks and they make me want to never drink.  As for drugs I don’t think people should do them every.  Drugs will and does tear apart families.  I wish people could see and care about what they are doing to their families when the over drink or do drugs all the time.  I don’t drink but if you chose at least be nice!

Day 21(scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
It wouldn’t even be something I would have to think about.  I would be at the hospital or where ever she is at.  I am a super loyal person so it wouldn’t matter if we were fighting or not.  I would never even think about not going just because we had gotten into a fight an hour before.

Day 22-Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
There are a few things the first one is marry the jack ass that I married.  If I could change that I would be so happy.  Now I have to find the money to get rid of his dumb ass!  The second thing is get pregnant and not because I regret her.  I regret all the pain I have had to go through and am still going through.  I will never regret her but I wish I would have listened to my family and waited!

Day 17-A Book That Changed My Views

I am a big reader and I don’t know that I have read a book that has changed my views on anything.  I have read a lot of books that have opened my eyes to things but not changed my views.  Right now I am reading Dog The Bounty Hunters first book.  I am amazed by how much he has gone through and yet still has his faith.  So it has made me realize that I need to be strong in my own faith even when life totally sucks for me.

Check out these giveaways!

Day 16- Something or Someone I Could Live Without & Writers Workshop

This week I chose #1 which is Dear Mommy and/or Daddy…(write a letter to yourself from one of your children).  Since I don’t have human kids I am going to write a letter to myself from my girls(cats).  Enjoy!  Let me know what you think of it!

Dear Mom,

Sylvia and I have a few demands that must be met or we are going to raise up and have a rebellion.  First we need more catnip!  We are not getting enough of it a day and it is a total joke that you expect us to share it!  You should know by now that cats DO NOT SHARE ANYTHING!!!!!!  Hell we can’t even share the bed at night let alone our weed!  Secondly we need you to sleep somewhere else so that we can properly stretch out on the bed at night.  There is no need for you sleep in that bed.  So it would be greatly appreciated if you would relocate to a different spot at night.  Lastly we also need you to not wake us up when you get back from where ever you are all day.  We need our 20 hours of beauty rest and we don’t get that if you wake us up when you get home!

We would like you fix these problems ASAP!

Elinore & Sylvia
This topic is easy!  I can sum it up with one name Josh my husband!!!!

Day 15-Something or Someone You couldn’t live without & Random Dozen

There are a few things I couldn’t live without.

First off I have to say my girls Elinore and Sylvia.  Even though they can be the biggest pain in my ass most days.

There is Misti because she is more like family than my own family.  We have are moments but all sisters do!

I also couldn’t live with out my Macbook and my Blackberry!

1. What is your favorite fair/carnival food?
I love the Indian Fry Bread!  I shouldn’t eat it but I could eat it all day long while I am at the fair.
2. Are you holding onto something you need to let go of?
People-I need to just forget about them and move on that is for sure but for me it is a hard thing to do.
3. What is your favorite gift to receive?
Something from the heart!  I don’t care what it is as long as it is from the heart.
4. When was the last time you tried something new?
It has been awhile because I don’t like change.
5. What is your favorite and least favorite book genre?
Right now I am really into mystery books.
6.Silver or Gold?
7. What makes you sigh?
Stupid people
8. If you didn’t know how old you are, how old would you claim you are?
9. Would you break a law to save a loved one? To protect a loved one?
Nope If you did the crime you can do the time!  I couldn’t bring myself to do something dumb and against the law just to save someone.
10. If you had to teach something, what would it be?
 Something about Facebook or Blogging!
11. You’re having lunch with 3 people whom you respect and admire. They begin to criticize a close friend of yours, not knowing she is your friend. What do you do?
Stick up for the person!  I always stick up for my friends even if it makes me the odd man out.
12. Which of the 5 Love Languages is your prominent means of experiencing love?
Quality Time
Physical Touch
Acts of Service
Words of Affirmation

Day 14- A Letter To A Hero That Let Me Down

Today’s topic is easy in one sense and in another sense it is hard.  I could very easily write a letter to my mom who could have been my hero but why?  She wasn’t around and now that she could be around she still doesn’t want to be around.  Other than that there really isn’t anyone who has let me down.  I don’t have hero’s because people are human and they can let you down.  Now I have people I care about and look up to so I guess you could maybe say they are hero’s.  Then it goes back to the fact that all people will let you down and I don’t like to set myself up to get hurts.  So in the end I am going with I don’t have any hero’s because I don’t want to get hurt.

Day 13- A Letter To A Band

The first thing that comes to mind on this one is buy Simple Plan called Welcome To My Life.   Here is the video if you haven’t seen or heard it before.

I can’t really write a letter about it but I will tell you why to this day I love this song.  I first heard it when I was pregnant and I really did feel all alone.  I would put this song on repeat and listen to it over and over.  Now Every time I am having a rough time I turn it on and it makes me feel better.  I wish that some people in my life would listen to it and get what it is saying but that is a post for another day.  I hope you enjoy it as much as I do!

Saturday 9 & Day 12 Something I Never Get Compliments On

Saturday 9: Superstition

1. What are you superstitious about?
I hate Friday the 13 but other than that I am okay.  I used to work in the medical field and full moons and Friday the 13ths where the worst days to be working because the craziest stuff would always happen those days.  You could pretty much plan on having a weird shift those days.
2. What’s the story behind one of your scars?
Most of my scars happened when I feel off my bike and the other ones I have are from cats beating me up because I love to bug them!
3. What are three things that you would rather be doing right now?
Anything lol
4. What do you do when you’re bored?
Watch Movies
Surf the Web
Read Blogs
Play The Sims 3
5. What’s your favorite thing to do? Why?
I don’t just have one thing that I love to do.  I love a lot of things and they are the same as the list above!
6. What do you do when you’re lonely?
Read blogs or watch TV
7. How do you measure the passing of time in life?
I am not sure-I mostly go on ages
8. What would constitute “the perfectly lived day” for you?
No drama and not feeling sick or not being tired for the MS.
9. If you knew you were going to die in a year, what would you do in your final days?
I would do anything I could do.  I would want to try and experience as much as I could in the year that I had left.
I can’t really think of anything.  I have tried to fly below the radar and so that no one knows who I am.  I have done a good job of this so people haven’t noticed me very much at all.  I know that the people do notice don’t say much about my weight.

Day 11- Something People Compliment Me On The Most & FIve Question Friday

People only seem to notice the clothes I wear.  I am not sure if that is a good thing or not to be honest with everyone.  Some people when I was younger said they loved my hair because it was so thick and nice.  I have always hated my hair though.  Thick hair is a pain in the butt to take care of and it is super hot in the summer time  but people seemed to like it!
It is Friday the 13th and that totally sucks!  I hope I make it all day with out anything major going wrong.  I have my infusion so lets pray that  I get through that without and problems.  I always seem to have problems when I have to go alone.  Grandma might be able to come though if the prison is still locked down this afternoon.  So I am hoping they will be so that I don’t have to go alone!

 1. Have you ever visited another country?
Just Tijuana Mexico if that counts.  Oh wait I have been to Canada too after I graduated and was on a trip with grandma.  We drove through Canada on our way from Michigan to New York to see the Palmyra pageant.
2. Where is the strangest place you have ever been?
Probably Ontario Oregon.  I hate that city more than anything.  There is nothing there and it is such a waste of time.  The only time I have been there is when I was on the truck with my husband and I hope I never have to go back!
3. What is your favorite season?
I don’t have one to be honest.  They all have there good and bad points to them. 
4. What one song will always cheer you up?
Pretty much anything will cheer me up.  I just love to listen to music.  It always makes my days better that is for sure.
5. What Disney character do you resemble most?

I have never thought about this.  Maybe Bell because she has brown hair like me?.?.

Day 9- Some One You Didn’t Want To Let Go But You Drifted & Random Dozen

Today’s topic is ironic because I wrote Misti a letter telling how we had drifted apart these past few months.  It has been my fault because I am going through so much right now I have just been doing me and not really taking time for other people or things.  I am in my hermit stage right now because I am tired of some people and how they treat others.

1. When was the last time you laughed until you cried?
A couple of weeks ago when I was watching TV in my grandparents room while they were getting ready to go to the prison for a program.  Grandma was having a super hard time finding something she wanted to wear and just all three of us going back and forth left me laughing so hard I was crying.  My grandma and I always end up crying though when we start to go back and forth with each other.
2. If you found $10 today, what would you do with it?
Use it at Wal-Mart tomorrow to buy chips or other junk food.
3. Do you volunteer anywhere?
No but I really want to start volunteering and the VA Hospital. I would love to work with soldiers.
4. What is your favorite summertime veggie or fruit, and how do you eat it?
Tomatoes-  I will eat them almost anyway.  I am not a huge fan of fried green tomatoes though but other than that I will eat them anyway.  My favorite was is when they are red and I can just put a little salt on them and eat they straight out of the garden.
5. Is your social sphere (circle of friends) small, medium or large?
Super small and that is okay with me!  I don’t let a lot of people in because I hate getting hurt.
6. When was the last time you attended a family or school reunion? How did that go?
 July 31-It was the typical Tidwell reunion.
7. When you’re feeling blue, what is the best way someone can cheer you up?
Just let me be with my computer and my kids.  My cubs can always make me smile!
8. Have you taken a vacation this summer?
I don’t even remember the last time I went on vacation-it was probably the year I graduated from high school.
9. What is the most unnecessary item you carry with you all the time?
My cell phone
10. What is the best summer flick you have seen so far?
I haven’t seen any new movies this summer so I have no idea what is even good out there anymore.
11. Describe a perfect summer day.
At home with my computer and cold Dr Pepper.  It doesn’t get much better than that oh and maybe a good book or two to read!
12. Please a share a favorite photo from the summer so far!
I couldn’t just pick one so I went with both of them! 

Day 8-Someone Who Made Your Life Hell, or Treated You Like Shit.

So far this is the easiest topic we have had.  The one person I can think of that fits this is my husband.  I will regret the fact that I married him forever!  It is the worst thing I ever could have done but I had to do it hard way.  If I would have listened to my family I never would have had to go through it.  I have learned a lot from everything though so in the end it will be okay.  Just getting to the okay part is hard right now.  I would post a picture of the idiot but it would just piss me off so it is better that I don’t post one.