Month: August 2010

Great Song

I try not to post twice in one day but I could resist posting this song because it is so me and how I am right now!  Enjoy!

Day 9- Some One You Didn’t Want To Let Go But You Drifted & Random Dozen

Today’s topic is ironic because I wrote Misti a letter telling how we had drifted apart these past few months.  It has been my fault because I am going through so much right now I have just been doing me and not really taking time for other people or things.  I am in my hermit stage right now because I am tired of some people and how they treat others.
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1. When was the last time you laughed until you cried?
A couple of weeks ago when I was watching TV in my grandparents room while they were getting ready to go to the prison for a program.  Grandma was having a super hard time finding something she wanted to wear and just all three of us going back and forth left me laughing so hard I was crying.  My grandma and I always end up crying though when we start to go back and forth with each other.
2. If you found $10 today, what would you do with it?
Use it at Wal-Mart tomorrow to buy chips or other junk food.
3. Do you volunteer anywhere?
No but I really want to start volunteering and the VA Hospital. I would love to work with soldiers.
4. What is your favorite summertime veggie or fruit, and how do you eat it?
Tomatoes-  I will eat them almost anyway.  I am not a huge fan of fried green tomatoes though but other than that I will eat them anyway.  My favorite was is when they are red and I can just put a little salt on them and eat they straight out of the garden.
5. Is your social sphere (circle of friends) small, medium or large?
Super small and that is okay with me!  I don’t let a lot of people in because I hate getting hurt.
6. When was the last time you attended a family or school reunion? How did that go?
 July 31-It was the typical Tidwell reunion.
7. When you’re feeling blue, what is the best way someone can cheer you up?
Just let me be with my computer and my kids.  My cubs can always make me smile!
8. Have you taken a vacation this summer?
I don’t even remember the last time I went on vacation-it was probably the year I graduated from high school.
9. What is the most unnecessary item you carry with you all the time?
My cell phone
10. What is the best summer flick you have seen so far?
I haven’t seen any new movies this summer so I have no idea what is even good out there anymore.
11. Describe a perfect summer day.
At home with my computer and cold Dr Pepper.  It doesn’t get much better than that oh and maybe a good book or two to read!
12. Please a share a favorite photo from the summer so far!
I couldn’t just pick one so I went with both of them! 

Day 8-Someone Who Made Your Life Hell, or Treated You Like Shit.

So far this is the easiest topic we have had.  The one person I can think of that fits this is my husband.  I will regret the fact that I married him forever!  It is the worst thing I ever could have done but I had to do it hard way.  If I would have listened to my family I never would have had to go through it.  I have learned a lot from everything though so in the end it will be okay.  Just getting to the okay part is hard right now.  I would post a picture of the idiot but it would just piss me off so it is better that I don’t post one.

Saturday Nine & Day 6- Something I Hope I Never Have To Do


Saturday 9: Friends

1. How many of your friendships have lasted more than ten years? Which of your current friends do you feel will still be important to you ten years from now?
None of them.  I don’t like to put the work into them that needs to be done so I tend to not keep friends forever.  I would hope that Misti is still around.
2. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what’s the first thing you look at?
My hair
3. Who was the most recent person on your missed call list on your cell phone? What’s your relationship with the person?
Josh (not the husband)-Just friends
4. What did your last text message you received on your cell phone say?
Okay cool thanks no sense in having them in the storage room to have to go and get them you know.  It was from Misti when I told her we got in the plates and forks at work and that I put them under the sink in the conference room.
5. How would you “label” yourself?
Shy, Fat, Scared Of People
6. What was your favorite age that you’ve been?
I don’t know. . .Probably 25 because I am finally becoming me!
7. What is your current desk top picture? What’s it significant?
A background from Leelou-Blogs.  I love the ones they make.  They change it every month and until I start making my own I will use theirs.
8. What was the last thing you said to someone that you‘d like to take back?
Nothing-I usually don’t take back things I say.  If I say it then I meant it when I said it.
9. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to go back in time and fix all your mistakes which would you choose?
A million dollars.  All my mistakes have made me who I am today so I wouldn’t change it.
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I hope that I never have to bury a child.  I couldn’t handle it and I don’t know how parents have to go through it manage it.  I also hope that I never have to be in a wheel chair.  The fear of a wheel chair is the only thing that is keeping on my current medication.  I would be so depressed if I ever have to be in a wheel chair.  I will lose everything that I enjoy about life if I have to be in a wheel chair not to mention my independence.

Day 5- Something I Hope To Do In My Life & Five Question Friday


1. Are you a neat sleeper or a messy sleeper?
I am a neat sleeper!
2. Fill in the blank. I wish I was more ________________.
Outgoing-I am super shy and I wish that I was more outgoing when I was in social settings.
3. What is something that you wish you had been warned about?
That all men are total idiots and a waste of time.
4. What was the best thing you ever found at a garage sale/flea market?
I only went to garage sales when I was younger so I can’t remember.  I have always wanted to go to a flea market but there aren’t any around here.
5. If you could have any meal brought to you right now, what would it be?
Pizza!!!!  I would eat pizza all the time if I could.
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Today’s topic isn’t that hard for me.  I would hope that I would get the weight off and keep it off.  I know some of you are thinking that it isn’t that hard but because of the MS and some of the medications I am on it is super hard for me to do.  I am not trying as hard as I could be but maybe one day when I am not as tired and sick all the time I will get the weight off and keep it off. 


I hope everyone has a great Friday!