1. Last beverage→ WATER
2. Last phone call ->CUSTOMER
3. Last text message -> TIM
4. Last song you listened to-> CAN’T REMEMBER
5. Last time you cried→ THIS WEEKEND
SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice → NO
7. Been cheated on? YEP
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? NOPE
9. Lost someone special?→ YES
10. Been depressed?→ SURE HAVE
11. Been drunk and threw up? YEP
LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
12. PURPLE
13. BLUE
14. GREY
15. BLACK
HAVE YOU:
16. Made new friends? YES
17. Fallen out of love → YES
18. Laughed until you cried → SURE HAVE
19. Met someone who changed you — YEP
20. Found out who your true friends were → YA
21. Found out someone was talking about you — YES
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life-ALL OF THEM
23. How many kids do you want to have→ MAYBE ONE
24.Do you have any pets → YEP 2 CATS
25. Do you want to change your name→ SURE WHY NOT
26. What did you do for your 16th birthday→ NOT A DAMN THING
27. What time did you wake up today → 5 AM
28.What were you doing at midnight last night? TRYING TO SLEEP
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for →TO SEE TIM AGAIN
30.When was the last time you saw your dad→ DEPENDS ON WHICH DAD YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life → EVERYTHING
32. What are you listening to right now → NOTHING
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → NOPE
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now? → NOTHING
35.Most visited webpage:FACEBOOK AND MY BLOG
36. What’s your name- MARGARET ANNE TIDWELL
37. Nicknames→ BUG, BUNNIE
38. Relationship Status → GETTING A DIVORCE
39. Zodiac sign → SAG
40. Elementary-> RIVERTON
41. Middle School → ELK RIDGE
42. High school —> RIVERTON HIGH
43. Hair color: RED AND BLACK
44. Long or short -> LONG
16. Height → 5’4″
45.Do you have a crush on someone? → SURE DO
46. Piercings → EARS
20. Tattoos → NOPE
47. Righty or lefty → RIGHT
FIRSTS :
48. First surgery-> TONSILS
49. First piercing → NONE
50. First best friends -> CAN’T REMEMBER
51. First sport you joined → NONE
52. First pet → A CAT
53. First vacation→ YELLOWSTONE
54. First concert—> NYSYC
First crush → CAN’T REMEMBER
55. Eating → NOTHING
56. Drinking → WATER
57. I’m about to → SURF THE WEB
58. Listening to - THE GUYS AT WORK BEING LOAD
59. Waiting for → LUNCH TO BE OVER
YOUR FUTURE :
60. Want kids?MAYBE
61. Want to get married? YES
62. Careers in mind? NOPE
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
63. Lips or eyes → EYES
64. Hugs or kisses → HUGS
65. Shorter or taller → EITHER
66. Older or Younger → OLDER
67. Romantic or spontaneous — ROMANTIC
68. Sensitive or loud →SENSITIVE
69. Hook-up or relationship →EITHER
70. Trouble maker or hesitant →BOTH
HAVE YOU EVER :
71. Kissed a stranger — YES
72. Drank hard liquor ->YES
73. Lost glasses/contacts → NOPE
74. Sex on first date -> YEP
75. Broken someone’s heart → YES
76. Had your own heart broken → SURE HAVE.
77. Been arrested → NO
78. Cried when someone died → YES
79. Liked a friend that is a girl? → YA
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
80. Yourself → NOPE
81. Miracles → YES
82. Love at first sight → NO
83. Heaven → YES
84. Hell -> YES
85. Santa Clause → NOT ANYMORE
86. Evolution -> YES
87. God → YES
88. Angels → YES
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
89. Is there one person you want to be with right now? YEP.
90. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? NOPE NOT YET ANYWAYS
91. Do you miss anyone? YA I DO
92. Are you glad this survey is over? SURE AM

WELL IT IS MONDAY AGAIN AND I HAVE A LOT TO TALK ABOUT TODAY. FIRST THING IS THE PILLS. SO I TRIED ONE PILL SATURDAY NIGHT AND I DIDN’T SLEEP AT ALL. SO YESTERDAY NIGHT I TOOK TWO AGAIN AND I HARDLY SLEPT BUT LAST NIGHT WAS HARD BECAUSE MY BROTHER AND LACHELLE ARE SO LOUD THAT IS HARD TO SLEEP. I THINK THEY WORK BUT I DON’T KNOW IF THEY WILL WORK FOR SLEEP OR NOT. ALL I CAN DO IS KEEP TAKING THEM AND HOPE THAT THEY WORK.
I MET WITH MY DAD YESTERDAY AFTERNOON. IT WAS WEIRD TO SAY THE LEAST. I AM NOT SURE WHERE THINGS WILL GO WITH HIM AND I BUT I AM OPEN AND I AM TRYING. I FELT REALLY OUT OF PLACE. IT HURTS ME THAT HE NEVER EVEN TRIED TO COME AND GET US. HE COULD HAVE AT LEAST TRIED AND HE NEVER HAS. EVEN WHEN MY GRANDPARENTS ADOPTED US HE DIDN’T TRY. I AM HAVING A HARD TIME BELIEVING THAT HE ALL OF THE SUDDEN HE WANTS A RELATIONSHIP. AFTER YESTERDAY I GOT THE FEELING THAT IT WAS MORE MY DADS WIFE THAT WANTS HIM TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH ME. I DON’T KNOW THOUGH. I JUST FIND THAT I AM MORE CONFUSED THAN BEFORE. I GUESS IN TIME IT WILL ALL WORK OUT AND THINGS WILL END UP HOW THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO BE. I CAN’T KEEP WORRYING ABOUT IT ALL THE TIME. IF IT IS MEANT TO HAPPEN IT WILL HAPPEN AND THAT IS WHAT I HAVE TO BELIEVE.
I AM STILL WAITING FOR JOSH TO GET HERE SO THAT WE CAN FILE FOR DIVORCE. HE IS DRAGGING HIS FEET WITH IT THOUGH AND IT IS STARTING TO MAKE ME MAD. I JUST WANT IT DONE AND OVER WITH. IT IS ABOUT TIME THAT THINGS GOT WORKED AND ARE FINISHED WITH HIM AND I. I AM TIRED OF BEING IN LIMBO WITH HIM. I AM DONE AND I WANT TO BE DIVORCED SO I DON’T HAVE TO DEAL WITH HIM ANYMORE. I AM GETTING TIRED OF HAVING TO ACT LIKE HIS MOTHER ALL THE TIME. HE NEEDS TO GROW UP AND STOP ACTING LIKE A KID. I GUESS HE WILL AT SOME POINT BUT I DON’T WANNA BE AROUND HIM TO FIND OUT. HE GO OUT AND PARTY AND DO WHATEVER HE WANTS TO DO FROM NOW ON. I COULD CARELESS I JUST WANT HIM TO COME HERE AND SIGN THE PAPERS SO THAT WE CAN FINALLY BE DONE WITH OUR MARRIAGE. I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD REACH THIS POINT BUT I HAVE AND I AM GLAD THAT I HAVE.

WELL I STARTED MY NEW MEDICATION LAST NIGHT AND I AM STILL DRUGGED FROM IT. IT DID HELP ME SLEEP THOUGH AND I HAVEN’T HAD ANY ANXIETY TODAY. THAT COULD BE BECAUSE I AM TO DRUGGED UP TO CARE THOUGH. OH WELL I AM SURE I WILL GET USED TO IT IN TIME. IT IS ABOUT TIME TO TAKE IT AGAIN SO WE WILL SEE HOW IT MAKES ME FEEL THIS TIME. I SURE HOPE I CAN KEEP TAKING IT BUT I KNOW I CAN’T BE DRUGGED UP AT WORK SO WE WILL SEE HOW I FEEL AFTER A WEEK ON IT. I WILL POST MORE TOMORROW WHEN I KNOW HOW TONIGHT GOES.

WELL IT IS FRIDAY AGAIN AND I HAVE MADE A HUGE STEP THIS WEEK. I HAVE DECIDED THAT I AM GOING TO MEET WITH MY DAD ON SUNDAY. NOT SURE HOW THAT WILL GO BUT I WILL GO AND GIVE HIM A CHANCE. EVERYONE DESERVES CHANCES. I WILL TRY IT ONCE AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS BUT THAT DOESN’T MEAN THAT I WILL KEEP ON SEEING HIM. RIGHT NOW I AM NOT SURE I WILL GIVE IT A CHANCE AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS BUT I AM NOT GOING TO COUNT ON ANYTHING.
I ALSO GOT REALLY GOOD NEWS YESTERDAY. I GET TO TRY THE TYSABRI AGAIN BECAUSE IT IS FREE AND ALL I HAVE TO COME UP WITH IS THE COST OF THE INFUSION CENTER. I AM SO HAPPY AND EXCITED FOR THAT. IT WILL BE NICE TO GET BACK ON THE ONE THING THAT REALLY HELPED ME. SO WITH HELP FROM FRIENDS AND FAMILY I WILL BE ABLE TO PAY FOR THE DRUG AND HOPEFULLY GET BETTER OR AT LEAST NOT GET ANY WORSE. I AM ALSO STARTING THE NEW MEDICATION SHE GAVE ME TONIGHT SO THAT SHOULD BE INTERESTING. I AM HOPING IT WORKS BUT WHO KNOWS WHAT IT WILL DO FOR ME.
ELINORE IS BACK TO BEING SICK AGAIN. IT IS REALLY JUST A CYCLE WITH HER I AM FINDING OUT. OH WELL NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT BUT WAIT AND HOPE SHE GETS BETTER. I KNOW SHE WILL SO I AM NOT TO WORRIED ABOUT ANY OF IT. SYLVIA IS STILL A MONSTER LIKE SHE HAS ALWAYS BEEN. SHE IS JUST HER USUAL MEAN SELF. SHE HAS NEVER BEEN VERY NICE. SHE IS GREAT WHEN SHE GETS HER OWN WAY BUT WHEN I DON’T LET HER HAVE HER WAY THAT IS WHEN SHE GETS MEAN.
I GUESS IT IS TIME TO TELL THE WORLD ABOUT TIM. TIM IS A GUY I MET THROUGH JOSH AND I AM REALLY STARTING TO LIKE HIM. FOR THE FIRST TIME I FEEL LIKE SOMEONE REALLY UNDERSTANDS ME AND GETS HOW I AM. I DON’T EVER HAVE TO EXPLAIN MYSELF TO HIM. I HAVE NEVER FELT THAT WAY WITH ANYONE. HE UNDERSTANDS AND CAN READ ME WITH OUT ME HAVING TO SAY ANYTHING. IT IS REALLY WEIRD BUT I AM ALSO SCARED TO MESS UP THE FRIENDSHIP THAT WE HAVE OVER GETTING INTO A RELATIONSHIP. SO WE ARE JUST GOING TO TAKE IS SLOW AND SINCE I AM MARRIED STILL AND ALL THAT IS THE BEST THING TO DO. MAYBE IN THE END ALL WE WILL EVER BE IS FRIENDS AND I AM OK WITH THAT. I DON’T WANT TO RISK WHAT WE HAVE OVER SOMETHING STUPID. NOW THAT DOESN’T MEAN THAT IF IT GOES THAT WAY I AM GOING TO STOP IT. FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE I AM JUST GOING WITH THE FLOW OF THINGS. I AM FINALLY TAKING IT ONE DAY AT A TIME AND NOT WORRYING ABOUT THINGS LIKE I ALWAYS HAVE.

THIS IS SO SAD AND I HOPE SHE SPEAKS OUT AGAINEST VIOLENCE. I FEEL SO BAD FOR HER AND I WISH HER THE BEST.

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Do you realise that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we’re kids? If you’re less than 10 years old, you’re so excited about ageing that you think in fractions.

‘How old are you?’ ‘I’m four and a half!’ You’re never thirty-six and a half. You’re four and a half, going on five! That’s the key

You get into your teens, now they can’t hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead.

‘How old are you?’ ‘I’m gonna be 16!’ You could be 13, but hey, you’re gonna be 16! And then the greatest day of your life …. . You become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony. YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS!!!

But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there? Makes you sound like bad milk! He TURNED; we had to throw him out. There’s no fun now, you’re Just a sour-dumpling. What’s wrong? What’s changed?

You BECOME 21, you TURN 30, then you’re PUSHING 40. Whoa! Put on the brakes, it’s all slipping away. Before you know it, you REACH 50 and your dreams are gone.

But wait!!! You MAKE it to 60. You didn’t think you would!

So you BECOME 21, TURN 30, PUSH 40, REACH 50 and MAKE it to 60.

You’ve built up so much speed that you HIT 70! After that it’s a day-by-day thing; you HIT Wednesday!

You get into your 80′s and every day is a complete cycle; you HIT lunch; you TURN 4:30 ; you REACH bedtime. And it doesn’t end there Into the 90s, you start going backwards; ‘I Was JUST 92.’

Then a strange thing happens. If you make it over 100, you become a little kid again. ‘I’m 100 and a half!’
May you all make it to a healthy 100 and a half!!

HOW TO STAY YOUNG

1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay ‘them’

2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down.

3. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. ‘An idle mind is the devil’s workshop.’ And the devil’s name is Alzheimer’s.

4. Enjoy the simple things.

5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath.

6. The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person, who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive.

7. Surround yourself with what you love , whether it’s family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge.

8. Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help.

9. Don’t take guilt trips. Take a trip to the mall, even to the next county; to a foreign country but NOT to where the guilt is.

10. Tell the people you love that you love them, at every opportunity.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER :
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

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