WELL IT IS WEDNESDAY AND I STILL FEEL ALL ALONE. AS MUCH AS I TRY TO PULL MYSELF OUT OF THIS FUNK I SEEM TO JUST BE GETTING LOWER. JUST WHEN I THINK I CAN’T GET LOWER I END UP GETTING LOWER. I AM TRYING TO STAY POSITIVE BUT EACH DAY IT SEEMS TO GET HARDER AND HARDER TO STAY POSITIVE. I AM TRYING TO STAY UP BUT I CAN’T SEEM TO KEEP THE ACT UP ALL DAY. I AM FINDING MYSELF PUTTING ON HAPPY FACE AND HOPING THAT ONE DAY I WON’T BE PRETENDING. ALL I CAN DO IS KEEP TRYING AND HOPE IN THE END I WILL BE OK.
MY GRANDPARENTS ARE GOING OUT OF TOWN TOMORROW AND MY GRANDPA’S BROTHER IS BACK IN THE INTENSIVE CARE UNIT. SO IT ISN’T LOOKING GOOD FOR HIM. IT IS LOOKING LIKE HE PROBABLY WON’T MAKE IT UNTIL THEY GET BACK. SO I AM HOPING AND PRAYING THAT HE DOES MAKE IT. IT WOULD KILL MY GRANDPA IF HIS BROTHER DIED WHILE HE WAS ON A CRUISE. ALL WE CAN DO IS WAIT AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS.
ELINORE IS BACK TO THROWING UP AGAIN ALL THE TIME. I WISH I KNEW WHAT WAS WRONG WITH HER. SHE WILL DO REALLY WELL AND THEN SHE GETS SICK AGAIN. I SURE HOPE SHE PULLS THROUGH THIS TIME BECAUSE I CAN’T DEAL WITH PUTTING HER TO SLEEP RIGHT NOW. THAT WOULD BE THE ONE THING THAT JUST MIGHT PUT ME OVER THE EDGE.
I GOT MY TAXES READY LAST NIGHT AND I HAVE TO PAY I AM SO MAD ABOUT THAT! I SHOULDN’T HAVE TO PAY. I HATE THIS GOVERNMENT. THEY JUST KEEP TAKING FROM THE POOR PEOPLE AND GIVING TO THE RICH PEOPLE. IT JUST GETS OLD. I DON’T EVEN HAVE A PLACE TO LIVE AND I STILL HAVE TO PAY. I AM SO READY TO GET OUT OF THIS COUNTRY AND MOVE SOMEWHERE ELSE. I KEEP HOPING THINGS WILL LOOK UP BUT THEY JUST SEEM TO GET WORSE. ALL I CAN DO IS PAY THEM AND DEAL WITH IT.
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