I AM SO HAPPY THAT IT IS FINALLY FRIDAY! IT HAS BEEN A LONG BORING WEEK AND I AM READY FOR THE WEEKEND TO COME. I AM TIRED OF THIS WEEK AND HOW SLOW IT HAS BEEN AT WORK. I DON’T KNOW THAT I COULD DEAL ANY MORE SLOW BORING DAYS. DON’T REALLY HAVE ALOT TO SAY LATELY. NOT REALLY SURE WHY I USUALLY HAVE TONS TO SAY. OH WELL GUESS LIFE IS BORING RIGHT NOW. WHICH IS OK I AM GLAD IT IS BORING.
I DECIDED THAT I AM FINALLY NOT SAD ANYMORE ABOUT JOSH LEAVING ME. I HAVE HEALED AND I AM READY TO MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE. I REALIZE NOW THAT I AM BETTER OFF WITH OUT HIM BRING ME DOWN ALL THE TIME. I ALSO KNOW THAT I WILL BE OK IF I AM SINGLE. I HAVE GOTTEN BACK TO ME. I DIDN’T KNOW IF IT WOULD EVER HAPPEN BUT IT HAS AND I AM SO EXCITED FOR THAT. I AM SO MUCH HAPPIER WITH OUT JOSH IN MY LIFE ALL THE TIME. I DON’T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT BILLS ALL THE TIME. I MEAN I AM STILL BROKE BUT I AM OK BEING BROKE. I CAN BE ME AGAIN AND NOT SOME ROBOT. SO I AM FINALLY ME AND I AM FINALLY HAPPY AGAIN! I HOPE THAT EVERYONE CAN FEEL HOW I FEEL NOW. IT IS SUCH AN AMAZING THING TO BE TOTALLY HAPPY AND CONTENT WITH HOW YOUR LIFE IS. I KNOW THAT EVERYONE CAN FEEL THIS WAY. I JUST WISH THAT MISTI COULD FIND THIS. I KNOW SHE DESERVES TO BE HAPPY. I KNOW THAT ONE DAY SHE WILL BE. MAYBE IT TAKES OTHERS MORE TIME TO FIND OUT WHAT MAKES THEM HAPPY. I DON’T KNOW I JUST KNOW THAT I AM FINALLY HAPPY FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A VERY LONG TIME.
THE GIRLS ARE DOING OK. THEY HAVE DECIDED THAT THEY BOTH LIKE TO SLEEP WITH MOM ON THE BED SO THERE IS NO ROOM FOR ME ANYMORE. I WAKE UP AND I AM LIKE WTF??? I HAVE TO SLEEP ON A LITTLE PART OF THE BED SO THAT I DON’T DISTURB THE GIRLS. I KNOW THEY HAVE ME VERY WELL TRAINED. I DO WHAT THEY WANT ME TO DO. OH WELL I DON’T CARE THEY MAKE ME HAPPY. I WON’T EVER LEAVE MY GIRLS BEHIND. THEY ARE THE ONLY KIDS I WILL EVER HAVE.
LOOKS LIKE I FOUND STUFF TO TALK ABOUT AFTER ALL!
