ALMOST THE WEEKEND AND IT COULDN’T COME SOON ENOUGH! THIS WEEK HAS BEEN NOTHING BUT CRAZY AND I AM READY FOR IT TO BE OVER! I NEED TO RELAX THIS WEEKEND. AFTER LAST WEEKEND I DON’T WANNA DO ANYTHING THIS WEEKEND. IT IS JUST ONE OF THOSE WEEKENDS THAT I DON’T WANNA DO ANYTHING OR SEE ANYONE. I AM JUST STRUGGLING AND I DON’T WANNA BRING ANYONE DOWN WITH ME. I FEEL LIKE I BRING PEOPLE DOWN WHEN I AM SAD SO WHEN I GET LIKE THIS I TRY AND STAY AWAY SO THAT I DON’T HURT ANYONE.
MY GRANDPARENTS ARE LEAVING TODAY TO GO ON THEIR CRUISE. SO THEY WILL BE GONE FOR 10 DAYS. SO NOW NOT ONLY DO I HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF THE THREE CATS I HAVE TO ALSO TAKE CARE OF TWO PEOPLE. IT JUST GETS TO BE JOKE AT TIME. I DON’T MIND TAKING CARE OF MY KIDS BUT MY BROTHER AND HIS GIRLFRIEND ARE WHAT IS PUSHING ME OVER THE EDGE.
TODAY IS MY FIRST DAY OF NO SODA POP. I AM ALREADY CRABBY AND BITCH BUT I GUESS AFTER A FEW DAYS THIS TOO WILL PASS AND THEN I WON’T WANT IT ANYMORE. HOPEFULLY CUTTING OUT THE SODA WILL ALSO HELP ME LOSE MORE WEIGHT. I AM ALSO HOPING THAT I WILL GET A MEMBERSHIP TO A GYM THIS WEEKEND SO THAT I CAN START WALKING AND THAT WAY I WILL GET TO WHERE I WANNA BE. IN TIME I WILL GET MY BODY AS CLOSE TO WHERE I WANT IT TO BE WITH OUT THE USE OF PLASTIC SURGERY.
I HAVE FOUND MYSELF MISSING JOSH THE LAST FEW DAYS AND I AM NOT SURE WHY. I THINK I MISS THE IDEA OF HAVING SOMEONE AROUND ME EVEN THOUGH HE WAS NEVER ACTUALLY AROUND ME. I GUESS I MISS THE IDEA OF HIM AND THE IDEA OF A HUSBAND. I DON’T THINK I MISS HIM I THINK I JUST MISS THE IDEA OF HIM. I GUESS THIS TOO SHALL PASS. ALL I CAN DO IS TAKE IT ONE DAY AT A TIME AND KNOW THAT HIM AND I NOT BEING TOGETHER IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO. LIKE I ALWAYS SAY TIMES HEALS ALL AND I JUST HAVE TO GIVE TIME A CHANCE TO HEAL ME AND MAKE ME STRONGER!
RANDOM THOUGHTS OF TODAY
5 Feb
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NINE WORDS WOMEN USE
5 Feb
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(1) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
(2) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
(3) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine..
(4) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don’t Do It!
(5) Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)
(6) That’s Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man… That’s okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
(7) Thanks : A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you’re welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says ‘Thanks a lot’ - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say ‘you’re welcome’ . that will bring on a ‘whatever’).
(8) Whatever : Is a woman’s way of saying F- YOU!
(9) Don’t worry about it, I got it : Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking ‘What’s wrong?’ For the woman’s response refer to # 3.
(2) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
(3) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine..
(4) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don’t Do It!
(5) Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)
(6) That’s Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man… That’s okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
(7) Thanks : A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you’re welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says ‘Thanks a lot’ - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say ‘you’re welcome’ . that will bring on a ‘whatever’).
(8) Whatever : Is a woman’s way of saying F- YOU!
(9) Don’t worry about it, I got it : Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking ‘What’s wrong?’ For the woman’s response refer to # 3.
