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22 Jan
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IT IS JEFF DUNHAM TONIGHT. I AM EXCITED TO SEE HIM BUT I AM NERVOUS CAUSE I AM GOING ON A DATE TONIGHT! I DON’T LIKE DATING IT MAKES ME NERVOUS AND I FEEL LIKE I AM NO GOOD AT IT ANYWAYS, BUT I HAVE TO GIVE IT A SHOT AT TIMES. I THINK IT WILL GO WELL TONIGHT. IT SHOULD BE OK I AM NOT TO WORRIED ABOUT IT MORE WORRIED ABOUT MY BROTHER BEING THERE WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND LOL. I THINK WE WILL ALL GET ALONG THOUGH. I WILL FOR SURE POST AN UPDATE TOMORROW ON THE CONCERT AND HOW THE DATE WENT!

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CARS. . .

21 Jan
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CARS SUCK. I HAD TO BE DRIVEN TO WORK TODAY BECAUSE MY TIRE WAS REALLY REALLY LOW. THIS SUCKS I ALWAYS HATE BEING AT WORK WITH OUT A CAR EVEN THOUGH I KNOW IF I HAVE TO GO SOMEWHERE MISTI WILL TAKE ME.
UPDATE:
WELL GRANDPA TOOK THE CAR IN AND THERE WAS A SCREW IN THE TIRE. THEY PATCHED IT BUT THEY AREN’T SURE IT WILL HOLD. SO I HAVE TO WATCH IT AND SEE. LETS ALL HOPE THAT I DON’T HAVE TO PUT A NEW TIRE ON BECAUSE I CAN’T AFFORD THAT RIGHT NOW.
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SICK!

20 Jan
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I THINK I AM SICK AND THAT SUCKS ROYALLY! I AM SO TIRED AND YUCKY I DON’T WANNA DO ANY WORK BUT I KNOW I HAVE TO WORK BECAUSE I HAVE THINGS I NEED TO DO. I FEEL SO YUCKY I HATE FEELING LIKE THIS. IF THIS DOESN’T GO AWAY I DON’T THINK I AM GOING TO COME TO WORK TOMORROW. I HATE CALLING IN BUT I REALLY DON’T FEEL GOOD AT ALL. I WOULD RATHER STAY HOME THEN GET OTHER PEOPLE SICK BECAUSE I CAME IN. SO WE WILL SEE HOW I FEEL BUT IT ISN’T LOOKING GOOD AT ALL.
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FOR MISTI

18 Jan
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I AM POSTING THIS POST BECAUSE I NEED TO SAY SOME THINGS TO MISTI AND I FEEL THIS IS THE BEST WAY. I AM NOT GOOD AT TALKING ABOUT THINGS. I FEEL I CAN GET THE MESSAGE ACROSS BETTER IF I JUST WRITE IT DOWN. I MAY RAMBLE BUT BEAR WITH ME.
MISTI:
FIRST OFF I WANT TO TELL YOU THAT YOU WILL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH YOU HAVE HELPED ME OR HOW MUCH YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME. YOU HAVE TAUGHT ME MORE ABOUT MYSELF AND OTHER PEOPLE THAN ANYONE ELSE HAS. YOU ALWAYS GIVE A PERSPECTIVE ON THINGS THAT I NEVER HAVE SEEN. YOU MAKE ME TAKE A STEP BACK AND LOOK AT THINGS AGAIN. I DON’T KNOW HOW I WOULD HAVE GOTTEN THROUGH THE LAST FEW WEEKS IF YOU HADN’T BEEN AROUND. I KNOW WE FIGHT AND ARGUE BUT WE BOTH ALWAYS CALM DOWN AND GET IT FIGURED OUT. I WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW GOOD OF A PERSON YOU ARE AND HOW LOST I WOULD BE WITHOUT YOU!!! YOU ALWAYS CAN MAKE ME LAUGH WHEN I NEED TO LAUGH. YOU ALWAYS SEEM TO KNOW WHAT TO SAY AT THE RIGHT TIME. I KNOW AT TIMES THAT I GET MAD WHEN YOU SAY THINGS BUT THAT IS ONLY BECAUSE I KNOW YOU ARE RIGHT AND I DON’T LIKE BEING WRONG. I AM WORKING ON IT AND ONE DAY MAYBE I WILL BE ABLE TO NOT DO THAT TO YOU! I FEEL AT TIMES I AM MEAN TO YOU AND I APOLOGIZE FOR THAT. I REALLY AM TRYING TO CHANGE AND I KNOW ONE DAY I WILL BE BETTER. I JUST HOPE YOU HAVE THE PATIENCE TO WAIT FOR THAT TIME TO COME. IF NOT I UNDERSTAND BECAUSE I KNOW I AM NOT THE EASIEST PERSON TO GET ALONG WITH. LIKE WHEN YOU TOLD ME YESTERDAY YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH ME SOMETIMES. I KNOW I NEED TO CHANGE SOMETHINGS AND I AM TRYING. ONE DAY MAYBE I WON’T BE AS HARD TO DEAL WITH AT TIMES. I ALSO DON’T WANT YOU TO FEEL LIKE YOU EVER HAVE TO DO THINGS WITH ME. I WANT YOU TO SAY NO I DON’T WANT TO DO ANYTHING. I DON’T WANT YOU TO FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE TO DO THINGS LIKE YOU TEND TO DO WITH OTHER PEOPLE. SO PLEASE JUST SAY NO I AM NOT FEELING IT.
I WANT TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH GOOD I SEE IN YOU AND HOW MUCH I THINK YOU ARE SHORTING YOURSELF BY STAYING WITH SOME OF THE GUYS YOU DO. IT KILLED ME TO HEAR WHAT HAPPENED ON FRIDAY NIGHT. I JUST WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY AND HAVE SOMEONE LOVE YOU LIKE YOU DESERVE. I KNOW YOU WANT TO BADLY TO BE LOVED AND HAVE A FAMILY OF YOUR OWN. I FEEL ONE DAY YOU WILL HAVE IT. I HAVE ALSO DECIDED THAT I WILL GIVE RON A CHANCE IF YOU WANT, BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT IF HE DOES IT AGAIN THAT WILL BE THE LAST THING HE DOES. I WILL NOT STAND FOR SOMEONE TO DO WHAT FREDDIE DID TO YOU. I WILL BE AROUND YOU AND I AM NEVER LEAVING UNLESS YOU TELL ME TOO! I WILL GET ALONG WITH HIM SO THAT IT ISN’T HARDER ON YOU BUT I WILL PUT HIM IN HIS PLACE IF I DON’T LIKE WHAT HE IS DOING OR SAYING. I WILL DO THIS WITH ANY GUY THOUGH. SO JUST KNOW I WILL DO EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO KEEP YOU FROM GETTING HURT AGAIN BECAUSE I DON’T WANNA LOSE YOU AND I DON’T KNOW IF YOU WOULD SURVIVE ANOTHER HEART BREAK LIKE FREDDIE.
YOU ARE A SPECIAL PERSON! YOU ARE SO DIFFERENT THAN OTHER PEOPLE ARE. YOU ARE THE FIRST PERSON I HAVE EVER MEET THAT IS AS NICE AND CARING AS YOU ARE. I HOPE ONE DAY YOU WILL SEE THIS AND SEE HOW BEAUTIFUL OF A PERSON YOU ARE. I KNOW YOU LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND DON’T SEE THE BEAUTY BUT I HOPE ONE DAY YOU WILL SEE JUST HOW PRETTY YOU ARE. MAYBE IF I SAY IT ENOUGH YOU WILL REALIZE IT. I ALSO WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH I HAVE LEARNED FROM YOU. I HAVE LEARNED MORE IN THE SHORT TIME I HAVE KNOW YOU THEN I THINK I EVER HAVE BEFORE. EVERYDAY I LEARN SOMETHING NEW AND YOU MAKE ME FIND THAT INNER STRENGTH THAT I HAVE. I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT IS SEE THE SAME STRENGTH IN YOU. YOU MAY NOT THINK SO BUT YOU ARE AND ONE DAY YOU WILL REALIZE IT. YOU HAVE GONE THROUGH SO MUCH AND I LOOK UP TO YOU FOR IT. YOU HAVE TAUGHT ME I DESERVE BETTER THAN WHAT I GOT FROM JOSH AND I HOPE ONE DAY YOU WILL SEE THAT YOU DESERVE BETTER THAN WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN GETTING.
IN CLOSING I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW I LOVE YOU AND I HOPE WE ARE ALWAYS FRIENDS! I KNOW HOW GOOD YOU ARE FOR ME AND HOW YOU ARE USUALLY THE ONE TO KEEP ME IN CHECK. DON’T EVER LET ANYONE MAKE YOU FEEL UGLY OR FEEL LIKE YOU AREN’T WORTH ANYTHING!!! KNOW ONE DAY THINGS WILL GET BETTER AND YOU WILL FIND WHAT YOU ARE LOOKING FOR.
LOVE
MARGARET
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THE LAST FEW DAYS

18 Jan
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THIS PICTURE WAS TAKEN ON FRIDAY NIGHT BEFORE WE WENT OUT. I WISH THINGS WOULD HAVE STAYED HAPPY BUT THEY DIDN’T. I WILL JUST LEAVE IT AT THAT NIGHT WAS THE ONE OF THE WORST ONES. THIS OUTFIT WAS MY FAVORITE THOUGH. THIS WAS THE NIGHT THAT I GOT TOMMY’S NUMBER!!!!!! I WAS SO EXCITED AND I DID IT ALL ON MY OWN I WAS SO PROUD OF MYSELF!
 THIS WAS TAKEN SATURDAY NIGHT THIS NIGHT WAS A LITTLE BIT BETTER BUT NOT MUCH. I JUST FEEL LIKE I WANT TO HELP PEOPLE AND THEY DON’T WANT MY HELP. I HATE TO SEE MY FRIENDS HURT AND I HOPE MISTI WILL FIND HAPPINESS. I THINK SHE WILL BUT I DON’T THINK IT WILL BE WITH THE GUYS SHE HAS AROUND HER NOW.
(YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU BUT I AM HONEST!!!!)
THIS WEEKEND WAS INTERESTING TO SAY THE LEAST BUT I DID WHAT I WANTED TO DO AND I GOT A COUPLE OF NUMBERS AND I AM SLOWLY GETTING MORE SOCIAL. I DON’T KNOW IF I WILL GO BACK TO CLUBS FOR AWHILE. I JUST FEEL LIKE YA OK I TRIED IT BUT AND I DID END UP LIKING IT, BUT I KNOW MISTI REALLY LIKES THIS GUY AND IT ISN’T RIGHT TO HAVE HER GO OUT IF SHE LIKES HIM. NOW SAYING THAT DOESN’T MEAN I LIKE HIM CAUSE I DON’T BUT I WILL RESPECT HER AND HOPE FOR THE BEST. MAYBE HE WILL BE THE GUY TO PROVE ME WRONG. ALL I CAN SAY IF HE PULLS A REPEAT OF FRIDAY I WILL MAKE SURE HE PAYS FOR WHAT HE DID. I AM AND WILL GIVE HIM A CHANCE FOR HER SAKE BUT UNTIL HE PROVES THAT HE ISN’T LIKE HE WAS THIS WEEKEND I WON’T TRUST AND OR LIKE HIM. ON SECOND THOUGHT I THINK I WILL NEVER COMPLETELY TRUST HIM AGAIN.
(SQUIRREL YOU KNOW I LOVE AND AM ONLY SAYING THIS BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND NEEDED TO GET IT OFF OF MY CHEST! I WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU SO DON’T FORGET THAT! MAYBE HE WILL PROVE ME WRONG!)
ELINORE IS GETTING A LITTLE BIT BETTER EVERYDAY!!! THIS IS SO GOOD FOR ME BECAUSE I COULDN’T HANDLE HAVING TO PUT HER DOWN RIGHT NOW. THERE IS JUST TOO MUCH GOING ON FOR ME TO BE ABLE TO HANDLE THAT RIGHT NOW. I MEAN IF I HAD TO DO IT I WOULD FOR HER BUT I WOULD MAKE ME REALLY REALLY DEPRESSED!
I AM STILL TRYING TO STAY POSITIVE BUT I THINK I HAVE COME A LONG WAY AND THAT SLOWLY I AM BECOMING A MORE LIKE ABLE PERSON. I KNOW I WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY NEGATIVE TENDENCY’S AND BE BITCHY AT TIMES. I ALSO NOW KNOW THAT I AM A BETTER PERSON AND THAT IS JOSH HADN’T OF LEFT I NEVER WOULD HAVE BEEN MAKING THE CHANGES I AM. SO BECAUSE OF HIM LEAVING ME I AM BECOMING A STRONGER PERSON!!! SO I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD SAY THIS BUT THANK YOU JOSH FOR MAKING ME BECOME THE PERSON I AM BECOMING. I HAD FORGOTTEN JUST HOW STRONG I AM AND I KNOW AM GETTING BACK TO ME AND TO WHO I NEED TO BE.
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FRIDAY…LETS PARTY!

16 Jan
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IT IS FRIDAY AGAIN. I AM SO GLAD THIS WEEK IS OVER. IT HAS BEEN A REALLY LONG WEEK. IT SEEMS LIKE IT LASTED FOR TEN YEARS. IT HAS JUST BEEN ONE OF THOSE WEEKS THAT I COULDN’T WAIT TO BE OVER. I AM GOING OUT AGAIN THIS WEEKEND. WE ARE GOING TO DIFFERENT CLUBS THIS WEEKEND BUT WE ARE RUNNING INTO CLUB ALLURE SO THAT I CAN GET A NUMBER THEN WE ARE LEAVING AND GOING ON OUR WAY TO THE OTHER ONE. MAYBE TONIGHT I WILL HANG OUT AFTER THE CLUBS WITH THE CUTE BOYS LOL. I AM THINKING THAT I WON’T BE DRINKING THIS WEEKEND. WE WILL SEE THOUGH I ALWAYS SEEM TO CHANGE MY MIND BUT I AM NOT PLANNING ON DRINKING. LETS ALL WISH MARGARET THE COURAGE TO TALK TO PEOPLE THIS WEEKEND. I AM TRYING TO GET OUT OF MY SHELL BUT I AM A SHY PERSON. SO WE WILL KEEP TRYING AND MAYBE ONE DAY I WILL BE GOOD AT IT.
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SAGITTARIUS

15 Jan
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The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it, feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying
THIS IS SO ME!!! CAN’T BELIEVE HOW RIGHT ON THIS IS!
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15 Jan
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IT IS THURSDAY AND I AM STRUGGLING A LOT TODAY. I AM ON EDGE AND I AM NOT SURE WHY. I FEEL LIKE I AM GOING TO FREAK OUT AND JUST RUN AWAY. I AM NOT DEALING WELL WITH ANYTHING RIGHT NOW. I AM TRYING BUT I CAN’T SEEM TO CALM DOWN. MAYBE IT IS BECAUSE IT IS THAT TIME OF OF THE MONTH OR MAYBE IT IS STRESS. WHO KNOWS ANYMORE.
I HAVE BEEN EMAILING MY STEP SISTER APRIL. IT IS SO CUTE I HAVE NEVER HAD ANYONE YOUNGER THAN ME TO TALK TO. MY BROTHER IS YOUNGER AND SO IS ARI BUT NOT BY MUCH. I WISH AT TIMES I COULD GO BACK TO THOSE YEARS OF NOT CARING AND JUST GOING TO SCHOOL AND NOT HAVING ALL OF THE RESPONSIBILITY’S THAT COME WITH GETTING OLDER. I ALSO WISH I COULD GO BACK TO A TIME WHEN I WASN’T SICK ALL THE TIME. BUT THAT CAN’T HAPPEN ALL I CAN DO IS LIVE IN TODAY AND HOPE IT GETS BETTER THAN WHAT IT HAS BEEN.
ELINORE IS GETTING A LITTLE BIT BETTER BUT NOT MUCH. IT IS ALWAYS UP AND DOWN WITH CATS THOUGH. ALL I CAN DO IS WAIT THOUGH BECAUSE I CAN’T AFFORD TO TAKE HER TO THE VET. SO I HOPE SHE GETS BETTER, BUT IF NOT THEN IT MUST BE HER TIME TO GO. I KNOW LOSING HER RIGHT NOW WOULD PUT ME OVER THE EDGE THOUGH. I CAN DEAL WITH A LOT BUT I CAN’T DEAL WITH THAT RIGHT NOW. I WILL BE LIKE MY CHILD DYING.
I GUESS LACHELLE’S MOM THROUGH HER OUT SO SHE IS STAYING WITH US FOR A WEEK OR AT LEAST THAT IS WHAT GRANDPA SAID. HE DOESN’T WANT HER TO STAY ANY LONGER THAN THAT. SO WE WILL SEE WHAT ENDS UP HAPPENING YOU NEVER KNOW WITH MY CRAZY FAMILY. THINGS ALWAYS CHANGE IN A MOMENTS TIME.
JOSH WON’T SEEM TO MAKE UP HIS MIND AND THAT KEEPS ME ALWAYS WONDERING IF I AM DOING THE RIGHT THING. I DON’T KNOW THAT I COULD EVER FORGIVE HIM FOR TELLING ME ON CHRISTMAS DAY THAT HE WANTED A DIVORCE. HOW AFTER HIM DOING THAT COULD I EVER FORGIVE HIM. I KNOW I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT HE DID THAT ON CHRISTMAS. I DON’T KNOW IT WOULD EVER BE THE SAME. I THINK I WOULD GO BACK IF HE HADN’T DONE IT ON CHRISTMAS. THAT MAKES HIM LEAVING ME EVEN HARDER TO DEAL WITH BECAUSE I KNOW EVERY YEAR NOW I WILL REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED ON CHRISTMAS DAY.

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MAXINE

15 Jan
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MISSING MY OLD PEOPLE!!!!

15 Jan
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