I HAD TO CALL JOSH LAST NIGHT! IT WAS SUCH A WASTE OF TIME. I CALLED TO TELL HIM HE HAS PAPER WORK HERE AND I NEED AN ADDRESS TO MAIL IT TO AND HE PROCEEDED TO TALK TO ME FOR OVER AN HOUR ABOUT NOTHING. I DIDN’T EVEN LISTEN HALF THE TIME. I WAS LIKE I DON’T WANNA TALK TO YOU BUT I COULDN’T BE MEAN TO HIM SO I JUST KEPT TALKING TO HIM UNTIL I COULDN’T STAND IT ANYMORE! THEN I TOLD HIM I HAD TO EAT AND THAT I WOULD TALK TO HIM LATER. I REALLY DON’T CARE IF I SEE OR TALK TO HIM. I AM AT THE POINT THAT HE BUGS ME. I WILL BE NICE TO HIM BECAUSE I AM A GOOD PERSON BUT I WON’T CALL OR TALK TO HIM UNLESS IT IS ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY. I AM JUST DONE WITH HIM. I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD GET TO A POINT WHERE HE BUGS ME BUT I HAVE AND I AM GLAD FOR THAT.
MY LITTLE BROTHER ASKED HIM GIRLFRIEND TO MARRY HIM ON FRIDAY I GUESS! I WAS LIKE WTF?!?!?!? HE DOESN’T HAVE A JOB OR ANYWHERE TO LIVE BUT THEY ARE GOING TO GET MARRIED? OH WELL IT IS THERE STUPID MISTAKE NOT MINE. I THINK SHE WILL GET TIRED OF HIS SHIT AFTER AWHILE BUT THAT WILL BE HER PROBLEM NOT MINE. I TRIED TO WARN HER ABOUT HOW HE IS AND THAT HE IS LIKE MY HUSBAND IN A LOT OF WAYS. IF THEY DON’T WANNA LISTEN THAT IS THERE PROBLEM I GUESS. THEY CAN LEARN THE HARD WAY. MAYBE THEY WILL MAKE IT THOUGH. I WILL ALWAYS STAY POSITIVE ABOUT IT AND WISH THE BEST FOR THEM!
ELINORE DIDN’T THROW UP LAST NIGHT BUT SHE IS LOSING WEIGHT. I AM SCARED THAT I WILL HAVE TO PUT HER TO SLEEP. LAST NIGHT SHE FELT LIKE SHE HAD A FEVER AND THAT IS ALWAYS BAD. BUT ALL I CAN DO IS WAIT IT OUT AND HOPE SHE GETS BETTER. IF I HAVE TO PUT HER DOWN THAT WOULD DO ME IN. SHE IS LIKE MY CHILD AND THE THOUGHT OF PUTTING HER TO SLEEP UPSETS ME AND MAKES ME WANNA CRY. I HOPE SHE IS GETTING OVER IT ALL. WITH CATS IT IS A WAITING GAME YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN.
