WELL IT IS TUESDAY AND I AM SICK. I AM SO TIRED OF ALWAYS BEING SICK. IT ALWAYS SEEMS LIKE WHEN I AM SICK I AM SICK FOR A LONG TIME. I AM SO SICK OF BEING SICK. LOOKS LIKE I WILL BE SICK FOR THE SUPER BOWL! OH WELL GUESS I CAN JUST SLEEP ALL DAY. SINCE I DON’T REALLY CARE WHO WINS OR WHAT NOT. I MIGHT AS WELL REST. NO DRINKING FOR MY UNTIL I AM BETTER SO LETS HOPE THIS PASSES SOON. BUT THEN AGAIN YOU NEVER DO KNOW WITH THINGS LIKE THIS.
JOSH TOLD ME YESTEDAY THAT HE WANTS ME BACK! I TOLD HIM THERE IS NO WAY I WOULD BECAUSE I CAN’T DEAL WITH HIS JOB ANYMORE AND I COULD NEVER TRUST HIM AGAIN. IT BUGS ME IT TAKES MEN SO LONG TO FIGURE OUT WHAT THEY WANT AND BY THE TIME THEY DO IT IS TO LATE. IT IS WAY TO LATE FOR HIM TO WANT ME BACK NOW. I AM MOVING ON AND GETTING PAST THE PAIN HE HAS CAUSED ME. HE WANTS ME TO BE SOMEONE THAT I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO BE. I WANT AND WILL FIND SOMEONE THAT LIKES ME FOR ME. I AM IN NO RUSH THOUGH TO FIND SOMEONE I DON’T MIND BEING SINGLE.
IF ANYONE KNOWS SOMEONE WHO WOULD LIKE TO CATS LET ME KNOW. I AM TRYING TO FIND MY GIRLS GOOD HOMES WITH PEOPLE THAT WILL LOVE THEM LIKE I DO. I WANT THEM TO GO TOGETHER SO THEY WON’T BE AS SAD. I AM IN NO RUSH BUT I THINK IT I TIME THAT I FIND THEM A NEW HOME.















