THIS WEEKEND WAS FULL OF DRAMA. IF IT WASN’T ONE THING IT WAS ANOTHER. I GUESS SOME WEEKENDS ARE LIKE THAT AND THERE IS NOTHING WE CAN DO ABOUT IT. I DEALT WITH IT AND AS I LOOK BACK TODAY I HAD A LOT OF FUN. IT WAS A MUCH NEEDED BREAK.
I DID FILE FOR DIVORCE ON SATURDAY BUT THAT WAS NEEDED AND IT IS A RELIEF. I AM SAD IT IS OVER BUT GLAD ALL AT THE SAME TIME. I AM READY TO BE DONE WITH HIM AND I KNOW THAT THIS IS THE RIGHT DECISION. THE PAIN GETS A LITTLE LESS EACH DAY AND I THINK I AM OVER THE HARDEST PART OF IT ALL.
I HUNG OUT A LOT THIS WEEKEND WITH A GUY NAMED TODD. HE IS REALLY NICE AND I AM REALLY STARTING TO LIKE HIM. I THINK HE LIKES ME TOO BUT YOU CAN NEVER BE SURE WITH MEN. THEY ARE SO HARD TO READ AT TIMES.
THE DRAMA STARTED SATURDAY MORNING AT 6 WHEN SOMEONE TOOK MY CELL PHONE AND HID IT. I AM NOT SURE WHO DID IT BUT THE FACT THAT IT HAPPENED WAS ENOUGH TO PISS ME OFF. THEY ALSO GOT MAD CAUSE I AM SEEING TODD AND THEY DON’T LIKE THAT. I GUESS TO THEM I AM STILL MARRIED SO I SHOULDN’T BE DATING. THIS IS WHY I FILED FOR DIVORCE SO THAT THEY WOULD GET OFF OF MY BACK. I AM SCARED THEY WILL THROW ME OUT AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO. I MEAN I HAVE PLACES I COULD STAY BUT I DON’T HAVE A PLACE FOR MY KITTY’S AND THAT IS WHAT WORRIES ME. SO I AM TRYING TO STAY BELOW THE RADAR AND HOPE IT GETS BETTER WITH TIME. I THINK IT WILL BUT LIKE I SAY YOU NEVER KNOW WITH MY FAMILY HOW THEY WILL ACT FROM DAY TO DAY. IT SURE GETS OLD THOUGH THAT IS FOR SURE. OH WELL IT IS FREE AND I HOPE THEY DON’T THROW ME OUT.
