MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS:
1-CHANGING MY EATING HABITS.
2-TRY AND STOP USING PILLS IN TIME OF STRESS
3-GET TO TO KNOW MY GRANDMA DORTHY
4-GET TO KNOW MY FATHER (MIKE)(SEE WHAT CAN BE FIXED AND SEE WHERE IT GOES)
5- HEAL FROM JOSH
6-GO BACK TO BEING ME
7-LOSE WEIGHT
8- TRY TO DEAL WITH STRESS WITHOUT YELLING AT PEOPLE-GET BETTER AT DEALING WITH STRESS ALL AROUND
9-MAKE MORE FRIENDS
10- BE NICE TO EVERYONE (FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT KNOW ME KNOW I NEED TO WORK ON THIS ONE A LOT)
11-TRY AND PAY THE BILLS AND SAVE MONEY
12-FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO ABOUT MY MS-FIGURE OUT MY BEST TREATMENT OPTION
13-STICK WITH THINGS I SAY-DON’T LET PEOPLE WALK ALL OVER ME ALL THE TIME
14 TRY AND SAY WHAT I WANT TO SAY WHEN I WANT TO-DON’T BE AFRAID OF PEOPLE
15-STAY POSITIVE-NO MATTER HOW HARD LIFE GETS
16-BE A BETTER FRIEND, SISTER, DAUGHTER
THESE ARE A FEW OF THE THINGS I WANT TO ACCOMPLISH THIS YEAR. I KNOW IT IS A LOT BUT I KNOW THAT IF I GET SOME OF THEM DONE THEN I WILL BE A BETTER PERSON. OVER ALL MY GOAL THIS YEAR IS TO BE A BETTER PERSON. I WANT TO BE A WOMAN THAT PEOPLE WANT TO BE AROUND. I HOPE WITH TIME I WILL LEARN TO SAY HOW I FEEL AND NOT LET PEOPLE WALK ALL OVER ME. I AM GOING TO MAKE 2009 A MUCH BETTER YEAR THAN 2008 WAS.
A FEW GOOD THINGS THAT HAPPENED IN 2008:
1-BECAME GOOD FRIENDS WITH MISTI-AKA SQUIRREL
2-JOSH LET ME GO-I KNOW PEOPLE LOOK AT THIS ONE AND SAY “HUH” BUT HE LET ME GO SO THAT I CAN NOW BE HAPPY AND FIND SOMEONE FOR ME
3-MY DAD CONTACTED ME
4-ARIE CAME OUT AND SAW US-GOT TO KNOW MY SISTER A LITTLE BIT BETTER
5-MOVED HOME
6-GOT CAUGHT UP ON BILLS
7-WROTE MY GRANDMA DORTHY A LETTER TO REACH OUT TO HER AND HOPE SHE REACHES BACK
8-WROTE A LETTER TO MY BAD AND GOT THINGS OFF MY CHEST NOW WE CAN START
9-BRITA TURNED 3 YEARS OLD-GOT PICTURES OF HER FOR CHRISTMAS
10-MEET ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS (TIM)
11-BOUGHT MY NEW CAR!!!!! (GOTTA LOVE HER SHE IS SO CUTE AND PERFECT)
12-STAYED WITH THE SAME JOB ALL YEAR- GOT BETTER AT MY JOB AND LEARNED TO LIKE DOING IT
13-TRIED TO BE A BETTER PERSON- STILL STRUGGLE WITH THIS ONE BUT MY GRANDMA TOLD ME THAT “GOOD THINGS HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE” SO I AM GOING TO TRY THIS ONE AGAIN.
I FIGURED I NEEDED TO LIST THE GOOD THINGS THAT HAPPENED LAST YEAR TO LET MYSELF SEE WHAT GOOD CAME LAST YEAR AND TO SHOW MYSELF THAT THINGS DON’T SUCH AS MUCH AS I THOUGHT THEY DID.
MAYBE THIS POST WILL HELP SOMEONE REALIZE THAT LIFE ALWAYS GETS BETTER IF YOU TRY AND STAY POSITIVE ABOUT IT ALL. LIFE CAN ALWAYS BE WORSE AND WE NEED TO TRY AND FOCUS ON THE GOOD IN LIFE. I WILL DO MY BEST AT THIS THIS YEAR AND HOPE THAT IN THE END IT IS ENOUGH. THE PEOPLE THAT KNOW ME KNOW THAT THIS IS A HUGE STEP FOR ME. I AM GOING TO TAKE BIG STEPS ALL YEAR LONG OR AT LEAST I AM GOING TO TRY. I KNOW I WILL TAKE STEPS BACK BUT I WILL GET THROUGH THIS AND ON THE OTHER SIDE I WILL BE A BETTER PERSON!















