30 Day Blog Journal

New 30 Day Blog Journal

I am going to start a new 30 day blog journal. I am not going to post everyday just every few days.  It will take me longer than 30 Days but I am okay with it!



Day 1 – A photo of yourself and a description of how your day was.

Day 2 – A photo of something you ate today.
Day 3 – Your idea of the perfect first date.
Day 4 – Your favorite photograph of your best friend.
Day 5 – A photo of yourself two years ago.
Day 6 – A photo of an animal you’d love to keep as a pet.
Day 7 – Your dream wedding.
Day 8 – A song to match your mood.
Day 9 – A photo of the item you last purchased.
Day 10 – A photo of your favorite place to eat.
Day 11 – What’s in your makeup bag.
Day 12 – A photograph of the town you live in
Day 13 – Your favorite musician and why?
Day 14 – A TV show you’re currently addicted to.
Day 15 – Something you don’t leave the house without.
Day 16 – Your celebrity crush.
Day 17 – A photo of you and your family.
Day 18 – Something you crave a lot.
Day 19 – Another picture of yourself.
Day 20 – The meaning behind your blog name.
Day 21 – A photo of something that makes you happy.
Day 22 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.
Day 23 – 15 facts about you.
Day 24 – A photo of something that means a lot to you.
Day 25 – What’s in your purse?
Day 26 – A photo of somewhere you’ve been to.
Day 27 – A picture of you last year and now and how you changed since then?
Day 28 – Your favorite movie.
Day 29 – Something you could never get tired of doing.
Day 30 – A photograph of yourself today + three good things that have happened in the past 30 days.
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Day 1- A photo of myself and how my day went

My day went pretty well today.  I just relaxed and watched movies.  I also worked out!!!  I got this MS work out DVD so I tried that today.  It was really fun except for it was super easy.  They have three different levels and I did the easiest one because I didn’t want to over due it.  I am going to do it again tomorrow and try the one that is the middle level.


Final Day-Day 30-A Dream For The Future~ Saturday 9

This is a harder one to write for me because I try not to have dreams because I hate to be let down.  Now this doesn’t mean that I don’t dream but it does mean that saying them out loud to other makes them real and then I can’t help but be hurt if they don’t come true.  I am going to list a few of them and hope that they will come true at some point!

  • To be happy with me.  I don’t know that I have ever been truly happy with myself but I want to start being happy with me and not let everything bad in the world get to me and bring me down.  I need to realize that I will never be the super skinny girl and I will always have a little gut but that it is ok because if I am healthy then the number on the scale shouldn’t matter.
  • I would love to be able to find a man that will take care of me and isn’t scared of the MS and everything that goes along with it.

I guess the what I am saying is I want to be happy and healthy!!!!
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Saturday 9: Go Your Own way

1. When was the last time you were told to go your own way?
This actually happened this week but it was more me deciding to go my own way because it was better for me this way.
2. What one experience has strengthened your character the most so far?
Placing my daughter for adoption or being diagnosed with MS.  Both of them have made me the person I am today.
3. What’s your favorite thing to do on a rainy day?
Read a book or if the rain is warm I love to play in it.
4. How long can you go without your cell phone?
I went without a day without it and I totally loved it.  It is so relieving not having to worry about it and what not.
5. Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
I wish I was anywhere but where I am.  I don’t know where I want to be right now but I know that I don’t want be here.
6. Of all the people you’ve ever known, who have you most feared?
A lot of people actually.  I get scared of people easily so it isn’t an easy question to answer.
7. Do people tell you that you look your age?
No they think I look younger than what I am hell I get ID’ed to buy rated R movies lol
8. Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say?
I don’t answer and pretend like I am not home.  I have nothing to say to him and he has no reason to just drop by.  As far as I am concerned he is as good as dead to me.
9. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
No-  Some people do things that are so bad that they don’t deserve a second chance but I usually give everyone lots of chances.  In fact the only person I have ever written off is my birth mom because she doesn’t seem to care at all about me.
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Day 29- Plans For The Next 365 Days

My plans for the next year are pretty simple.

  • Lose weight
  • Be happy
  • Keep my job
  • Get a raise
  • Pay bills off
  • Get in better shape
  • Be a better friend to people

That is basically it.  I would say find a great guy but I don’t know that I need to because I may already have!!!!!
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Day 28- Whats In My Handbag/Purse

Well I did a post on it before so I am just going to link that post to this one that way I don’t have to take more pictures and things like that.
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I am going to take part in the Writers Workshop this week. Here are the prompts for this week:

1.) What would you change about your life if you could? 2.) I wish I would have…describe a time when you didn’t take action, but later wished you would have.
3.) A collector you know.
4.) Photographs can turn a house into a home. Share a photograph that is not on your wall, but should be…if you weren’t so lazy about actually putting it there.
5.) Write a list of 100 things you want to do before you turn 100. Otherwise known as a “bucket list”.
(inspired by my feelings and the conference that hurt them when it rejected my admission after applying and spending at least 15 minutes on a bucket list for what now seems no good reason. I’m fine with it. Really.).

I have chosen to write on #1 even though I like a lot of them this week.  I think I am going to use them through out the week so that I can post about the ones that I like!

If I could change something about me it would be all the negative thoughts that go through me head all the time.  Even though I am trying to be positive a lot of the time I just can’t seem to see the good in things.    I will keep trying and I hope one day I will be good at it.  I always have wished I could be the kind of person who sees the good in things and doesn’t worry about what is going to wrong.  I think part of the problem is that I am so convinced that something is going to go wrong that make it go wrong.  I am convinced that because my brain is always negative I am only going to see the bad in things and people.  So if I had to pick one thing I would change that would be it!
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Day 26- My Week In Great Detail

For this one I am going to make today be the last day of the week and go from there.  So this last week was crazy!  Work is a crazy most of the time anyone and it isn’t helping that the MS is getting so bad that I am getting super sick all the time anymore.  People just don’t get MS and what it is liking living with a disease that you can never predict but that is a different post.   All I did this past week was work go to fireworks on Saturday with grandma and relax!  I had yesterday off of work because of the 4th and I did a whole lotta nothing!  If you can tell I enjoy my time with my computer and my books.

I did finish a book on saturday and lets just say I was glad to be done with it because it really sucked major ass!

Day-25 My Day In Great Detail

I am going to post about what I did yesterday so that I can set it to publish automatically. So yesterday (today) was the 4th.  Since in Utah we had fireworks on saturday and we got home kind of late I didn’t up till ten.  After that I just read blogs watched the Deadliest Catch.  On Sundays I don’t usually do much.  Hell I am lucky if I even get out of my pajama’s and put on real clothes.  Sundays are the one day of the week that I don’t want to do anything so I just relax and do as little as possible!  I also went to my storage unit and got rid of more stuff!  I am hoping to sell it all off soon enough and not have to pay $112 a month for it anymore.

I hope everyone had a great 4th!!!!