WELL WHO KNEW THAT BEING TOLD JOSH WAS LEAVING WOULD BE SUCH A RELIEF FOLLOWED BY SUCH HEART ACHE. I AM GLAD I KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON BUT I FEEL LIKE A FAILURE AND I FEEL ALONE. I FELL ALL ALONE IN ROOM FULL OF PEOPLE. I KNOW THAT TIMES HEALS ALL BUT IT HAS BEEN SUCH A HARD WEEK THAT IT IS ALL I CAN DO TO BELIEVE THAT I WILL SURVIVE THIS. I KNOW IT WILL HURT FOR A LONG TIME AND THE PAIN MAY NEVER GO AWAY. I AM SURE IT WILL EASE UP BUT I DOUBT IT WILL GO AWAY ALL TOGETHER. I AM ALWAYS GOING TO BE LEFT WITH THE WHAT IF’S. BUT THAT IS NO WAY TO LIVE. ALL I CAN DO IS HOPE AND TAKE ONE DAY AT A TIME.
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