WELL IT IS FINALLY FRIDAY AND I STILL FEEL LIKE CRAP. GUESS I WILL SPEND THIS WEEKEND SICK. THAT ALWAYS SUCKS CAUSE IT MEANS I AM NOT GOING TO GO ANYWHERE. GUESS THIS WAS BOUND TO HAPPEN I AM JUST MAD IT HAPPENED SO SOON. ALL I CAN DO IS TAKE VITAMINS AND STAY INSIDE UNTIL I AM BETTER. I JUST HOPE THIS WILL GO AWAY SOON SO I CAN GET MY NEXT INFUSION. I WILL BE SO MAD IF I HAVE TO RESCHEDULE IT. I DON’T HAVE TIME TO TAKE OFF OF WORK TO GET THE INFUSION. SO WE WILL SEE WHAT HAPPENS ON THE 26TH. ALL I CAN DO IS BE POSITIVE AND HOPE FOR THE BEST. I HOPE I WILL BE OK AND NOTHING BAD WILL HAPPEN THIS NEXT TIME.
JOSH AND I AREN’T REALLY DOING WELL ANYMORE. HE HASN’T TALKED TO ME FOR DAYS AND I DON’T SEE HIM TRYING TO CALL ME ANYTIME SOON. HE IS JUST DOING HIS USUAL THING. I AM JUST GETTING TIRED OF HIM ALWAYS DOING THIS UP AND DOWN THING. IT IS SURE GETTING OLD FAST. HE JUST DOESN’T SEEM TO GET HOW MUCH IT HURTS ME WHEN HE DOESN’T CALL OR TEXT ME. IT IS LIKE A SLAP IN THE FACE TO ME. IT MAKES IT SEEM LIKE HE DOESN’T CARE ABOUT ME AT ALL. I DON’T KNOW THAT HE WILL EVER GET IT. HE IS A MAN AND ALL MAYBE IF I IGNORE HIM FOR A COUPLE DAYS HE WILL UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT. BUT THEN AGAIN HE IS A MALE AND HE MAY NEVER GET WHAT I AM SAYING OR TRYING TO GET HIM TO SEE.
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