Well another week has past and I don’t know how I feel about the past week. I ate about 3 or 4 times which is better than it has been but it bugs me that I can’t just stop eating at night. On Friday night I had a panic attack because I refused to get up and eat. I just paced in my room freaking out. I was so frustrated because I feeling like only because my body thinks it needs to eat in the middle of the night when I don’t really need to. Last night I didn’t fight it. I just ate because I didn’t want to fight with my brain.
I am hoping to get into the doctors this Friday and see what they can put me on or who they can recommend for me to go talk with. I know I can fight this but there are days when it is just easier to eat then fight with my head! That is all for now! I hope everyone has had a great week! Stay strong!