This post has been harder for me to write than when I posted Brita’s story. I began to get sick when I was in 10th grade. The first really symptom that I can remember is my left leg started to drag. It would just stop working at random times. I can remember in gym class that year we had to run the mile for a grade and I did my best but I was going to fail the class because I could run it fast enough because my leg was dragging. We went to the doctors and lets just say the only reason they did an MRI was because my grandma pushed for it. When that came back they called us in because they needed to talk to us. They said that there was what they call lesions on the brain. They show up as white spots on the brain. They told us that they needed to do a spinal tap to rule out MS.
Me & The MS
The spinal tap in and of it self was a huge ordeal to say the least. I got the spinal tap on a Thursday and by Saturday I was so sick. I had a huge headache and was throwing up. So we went to the ER because it was obvious that my spinal tap hadn’t sealed. When we got the ER they made me lay in the waiting for about an hour until they took me back to a room. After they knew what was going on they wanted to send me home because the guy that could fix it was on call and he didn’t want to come and do a blood patch. He finally came in after my grandparents raised a living hell because I could have died if I didn’t get a blood patch ASAP.
When the results of the spinal tap came back they called us in again and told my and my grandparents and I had Multiple Sclerosis. They wanted to start me right away on Avonex. I don’t really remember much of the next couple of months. I think I was still numb to the whole situation. What I do remember is how sick the medication made me every weekend. I took the shot on Friday nights and spent the whole weekend with flu like symptoms. I stopped taking that medication after awhile and started on Copaxone. With that one I had to take a shot everyday and that didn’t last very long either.
I was pretty stable and not much went on until a year ago and that is when my hand went numb and it got hard to do anything with them. Slow I have been able to use them more but it feels like they are asleep all of the time anymore. I started on Tysabri about a year ago and so far it has worked the best but I also has a major problem with it as well. You can develop a condition known as PML that will basically make you a vegetable. They are finding out that the longer you are on the drug the higher your chances are of getting this serious condition. I am not sure how much longer I will be on this medication but I don’t have any other options right now.
That is my story in a nutshell. If you have any other question feel free to ask me I will answer any questions that you may have.