Recently I have started talking to my best friend from high school again. I have been looking back and I don’t have a single memory from my senior year of high school that doesn’t have her in it. We always had a great time and my family loved her. We were more like sisters that friends. We were always together until we went away to college and then everything changed. I am not sure what happened or why it happened but we started to grow apart. Around the time I got pregnant we got in a fight about something and to be honest with everyone I am not sure what we were fighting about. I know that it was probably my fault though. I know how I am when I am not on medication and pretty much say that it was my fault and I feel bad because we haven’t spoken in like 6 years or so. It is crazy to think that it has been that long. I never thought we would drift apart like we did but I can’t take it back all I can do now is try and rebuild the relationship and don’t let it happen again. I look back and see where I went wrong with it all. I was so glad that she emailed me because I was to big a brat to email her first. Hell when she emailed me I didn’t even know why I was mad her I just knew I was. After I read her email I realized how dumb I was being.and realized that I did want her back in my life. I am hoping that we will rebuild our friendship and not drift apart again!