‘Friends are God’s way of taking care of us.’
This was written by a Metro Denver Hospice Physician:
I was driving home from a meeting this evening about 5, stuck in traffic on Colorado Blvd., and the car started to choke and splutter and die - I barely managed to coast, cursing, into a gas station, glad only that I would not be blocking traffic and would have a somewhat warm spot to wait for the tow truck. It wouldn’t even turn over. Before I could make the call, I saw a woman walking out of the ‘quickie mart’ building, and it looked like she slipped on some ice and fell into a Gas pump, so I got out to see if she was okay . When I got there, it looked more like she had been overcome by sobs than that she had fallen; she was a young woman who looked really haggard with dark circles under her eyes. She dropped something as I helped her up, and I picked it up to give it to her. It was a nickel. At that moment, everything came into focus for me: the crying woman, the ancient Suburban crammed full of stuff with 3 kids in the back (1 in a car seat), and the gas pump reading $4.95. I asked her if she was okay and if she needed help, and she just kept saying ‘I don’t want my kids to see me crying,’ so we stood on the other side of the pump from her car. She said she was driving to California and that things were very hard for her right now. S o I asked, ‘And you were praying?’ That made her back a away from me a little, but I assured her I was not a crazy person and said, ‘He heard you, and He sent me.’ I took out my card and swiped it through the card reader on the pump so she could fill up her car completely, and while it was fuelling, walked next door to McDonald’s and bought 2 big bags of food, some gift certificates for more, and a big cup of coffee.. She gave the food to the kids in the car, who attacked it like wolves, and we stood by the pump eating fries and talking a little . She told me her name, and that she lived in Kansas CityHer boyfriend left 2 months ago and she had not been able to make ends meet. She knew she wouldn’t have money to pay rent Jan 1, and finally in desperation had finally called her parents, with whom she had not spoken in about 5 years. They lived in California and said she could come live with them and try to get on her feet there. So she packed up everything she owned in the car. She told the kids they were going to California for Christmas, but not that they were going to live there. I gave her my gloves, a little hug and said a quick prayer with her for safety on the road. As I was walking over to my car, she said, ‘So, are you like an angel or something?’ This definitely made me cry. I said, ‘Sweetie, at this time of year angels are really busy, so sometimes God uses regular people.’ It was so incredible to be a part of someone else’s miracle. And of course, you guessed it, when I got in my car it started right away and got me home with no problem. I’ll put it in the shop tomorrow to check, but I suspect the mechanic won’t find anything wrong. Sometimes the angels fly close enough to you that you can hear the flutter of their wings…
Psalms 55:22 ‘Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and He shall sustain thee. He shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.’
WEEKEND FUN
FRIDAY NIGHT MISTI AND I WENT AND SAW TAKEN. IT WAS ONE OF THE BEST MOVIES I HAVE SEEN IN A REALLY LONG TIME. I AM THINKING I WANT TO GO AND SEE IT AGAIN. I KNOW WHEN IT COMES OUT THAT I AM GOING TO BUY IF FOR SURE. IT WAS AN AWESOME MOVIE! AFTER THE MOVIE WE WENT TO DINNER AT OUR SPOT AND THEN DECIDED TO GO OUT TO ALLURE AND HANG OUT. ALLURE WHAT FUN AND MISTI HAD A LOT OF FUN WHICH SHE NEEDED. REST OF THE WEEKEND WAS QUIET AND I WAS OK WITH THAT. I THINK I HAVE A COLD ON TOP OF EVERYTHING ELSE THAT IS GOING ON WITH ME.
YESTERDAY I DID VACUMN MY CAR. IT WAS SO NICE OUTSIDE THAT I FIGURED I MIGHT AS WELL GET IT DONE AND OVER WITH. IT TOOK ABOUT 40 MINS. I AM PLANNING ON WASHING THE OUTSIDE OF IT TODAY. SO IT WILL BE ALL PRETTY! I HAVE BEEN DOING SO BAD AT KEEPING IT CLEAN. THIS SUMMER I AM GOING TO GET NEW FLOOR MATS AND THROW AWAY THE ONES THAT I HAVE NOW.
THE GIRLS LOVED THE WEATHER YESTERDAY. THEY LOVE TO GO OUTSIDE AND RUN AND PLAY. I HAVE NEVER SEEN THEM SO HAPPY BEFORE. I AM SURE SYLVIA WILL GO OUTSIDE ALL NIGHT AGAIN LIKE SHE USED TO. I HAVE REALLY STOPPED CARING ABOUT WHAT SHE DOES. I AM THINKING THAT IF I EVER MOVE OUT I MIGHT JUST LEAVE HER THERE. SHE WILL BE HAPPIER THERE ANYWAY. IF SHE COMES WITH ME SHE CAN’T GO OUTSIDE AND SHE WILL HATE THAT.
YEAST INFECTION
SO I WENT BACK TO URGENT CARE LAST NIGHT TO FIND OUT WHAT WAS STILL WRONG WITH ME. AFTER THE DID THE STREP TEST THE IDIOT DOCTOR LOOKED IN MY THROAT AND SAID THAT I HAD A YEAST INFECTION. I WAS ALL CONFUSED CAUSE I DIDN’T KNOW THAT YOU COULD HAVE A YEAST INFECTION IN YOUR THROAT. APPARENTLY I WAS WRONG. SO THAT IS THE PROBLEM NOW BUT I THINK I HAVE A COLD ON TOP OF IT ALL. SO I AM HOPING THAT ALL OF THIS WILL GO AWAY SOON BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN SICK FOR ALMOST A MONTH NOW. I AM GETTING TIRED AND BITCHY CAUSE I HAVE BEEN SICK FOR SO LONG.
I AM SO EXCITED THAT IS IT SUNNY TODAY. I AM GOING TO TRY AND CLEAN THE INSIDE OF MY CAR. IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I HAVE DONE IT AND IT IS MUCH NEEDED. I HAVE BEEN SLACKING WHEN IT COMES TO CLEANING IT OUT. I REFUSE TO CLEAN IT OUT WHEN IT IS SNOWING OR COLD OUTSIDE. SO TODAY IS THE DAY TO DO IT.
IN NEED OF SPRING
SO I HAVE DECIDED THAT I AM IN NEED OF SPRING ASAP. I CAN’T TAKE MUCH MORE OF THIS SNOW THAT IS FOR SURE. IT IS GETTING REALLY REALLY OLD. I AM TIRED OF DRIVING IN IT AND HAVING TO WASH MY CAR BECAUSE IT GETS COVERED IN SALT ONCE A WEEK. THE CUBS ARE HATING THIS WEATHER AS WELL. EVERYONE I KNOW IS HATING THIS WEATHER. I AM WONDERING HOW MUCH LONGER IT WILL KEEP UP. I AM IN MUCH NEED OF SUNSHINE AND SO IS MISTI. SO I HOPING THAT IT WILL STOP SNOWING SOON. IF NOT I AM GOING TO GO CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM GOING TO SEE TAKEN TONIGHT AND I AM SO EXCITED TO SEE IT. IT WILL ALSO BE NICE TO NOT GO TO A CLUB TONIGHT. I AM TIRED OF THEM AND I AM NOT IN THE MOOD TO DEAL WITH DRUNK IDIOT GUYS TODAY LOL. WE MAY GO TO PARK CITY ON SUNDAY. I WANTED TO GO TOMORROW BUT IT MIGHT SNOW AND I DON’T WANNA DRIVE UP THERE IN THE SNOW. SO WE WILL SEE HOW THE WEATHER IS ON SUNDAY.
I HAVE DECIDED THAT I AM NOT GOING TO WORK THINGS OUT WITH JOSH BECAUSE I DON’T KNOW I COULD EVER TRUST HIM AGAIN. SO IT WON’T BE WORTH IT TO ME. I KNOW I LOVE HIM BUT I CAN’T SEE MYSELF TRUSTING HIM AGAIN AFTER WHAT I HAVE FOUND OUT. TO THIS DAY HE STILL WON’T ADMIT TO ME WHAT HE HAS DONE. SO HOW CAN I TRUST HIM WHEN HE STILL HASN’T TOLD ME THINGS THAT HE DID WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER.
SICK AGAIN
WELL I AM SICK AGAIN. THIS IS REALLY A JOKE. I AM NOT SURE WHAT I HAVE THIS TIME BECAUSE I CAN’T AFFORD TO GO TO THE DOCTORS AGAIN. SO I AM GOING TO TRY AND DO IT THE NATURAL WAY THIS TIME. I DON’T KNOW IF IT WILL WORK BUT I WILL GIVE IT A SHOT BECAUSE IT IS EASIER THAN GOING TO A DOCTOR. THEY STUFF I HAVE TO DRINK TASTES LIKE CRAP BUT IT BURNS MY THROAT WHICH IS WHAT IT NEEDS TO DO. SO I AM HOPING THAT ONE DAY I WON’T BE SICK ANYMORE. WHO KNOWS THOUGH I MAY ALWAYS BE SICK. SOMETHING ALWAYS SEEMS TO BE WRONG WITH ME. I AM SURE GETTING TIRED OF IT ALL. I AM SO CONFUSED ON WHAT I SHOULD DO WITH JOSH. I THINK THAT IS WHAT HE WANTS. I AM GOING TO KEEP GOING OUT UNTIL HE GETS RID OF HIS GIRLFRIEND. I WON’T SIT AROUND AND WAIT FOR HIM AND IF HE COME BACK AND I ALREADY HAVE SOMEONE THEN THAT IS HIS LOSS NOT MINE.
THE GIRLS ARE ALL CONFUSED WITH THIS WEATHER. JUST WHEN THEY START TO GO OUTSIDE AND ENJOY THE NICE WEATHER IT SNOWS AGAIN AND THEY DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO. IT IS FUNNY TO WATCH THEM TRY AND FIGURE IT ALL OUT. YOU CAN SEE THE WHEELS IN THEIR HEADS TURN. I CAN’T WAIT FOR THE SNOW TO GO AWAY I CAN’T DEAL WITH MUCH MORE WINTER DRIVING THAT IS FOR SURE.
I AM SO TIRED OF MY LITTLE BROTHER. THEY ARE SO RUDE AND DUMB TO MY GRANDMA. I DON’T THINK THEY GET HOW MUCH THEY HURT HER FEELINGS WHEN THEY DO CERTAIN THINGS. LIKE LAST NIGHT WHEN THEY WOULDN’T EAT WHAT SHE MADE FOR DINNER. IT IS A JOKE SHE MAKES THINGS THAT SHE KNOWS LACHELLE WILL LIKE AND THEN THEY GO AND GET PIZZA. IT IS A JOKE. THEY NEED TO GROW UP AND STOP BEING SO ANNOYING. I COULDN’T EVEN BE IN THE SAME ROOM AS THEM LAST NIGHT. EVERY TIME THEY WOULD COME INTO THE ROOM I WOULD LEAVE AND GO AND HIDE IN MY BED ROOM. I HAVE TO HIDE SO THAT I DON’T START AN ARGUMENT.















