IT HAS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I HAVE POSTED AND NOT MUCH HAS REALLY HAPPENED. IT IS RARE IN MY LIFE FOR THINGS TO BE OK AND THEY ARE FOR THE MOST PART. I AM STILL WORKING ON MY DEMONS AND TRYING TO FIX THINGS WITH ME THAT NEED TO BE FIXED.
I HOPE JOSH MAKES IT HOME FOR MY BIRTHDAY SO THAT HE WILL BE THERE WHEN OR AFTER I GET MY FIRST INFUSION DONE. I REALLY WANT HIM AROUND WHEN I GET IT DONE SO THAT I KNOW I AM OK. I KNOW I WILL BE OK IT WILL JUST BE NICE TO HAVE HIM HERE FOR IT. NOT TO MENTION IT WILL BE NICE TO HAVE HIM HERE FOR MY BIRTHDAY.
WE HAVE NO IDEA YET WHAT WE ARE DOING FOR THANKSGIVING BUT WE WILL FIGURE IT OUT. WE WILL PROBABLY GO OUT AND EAT JUST THE TWO OF US BECAUSE I DON’T WANT TO BE AROUND MY COUSINS OR MY UNCLE. SO I AM NOT GOING THERE TO EAT I WOULD RATHER GO OUT AND BE ALONE THEN BE AROUND THEM. ALL THOUGH IT WOULD BE NICE FOR THEM TO SEE I AM LOSING WEIGHT AND THAT THEY AREN’T. BUT THAT IS MARGARET BEING MEAN AND MARGARET IS TRYING TO BE NICE! SO I WILL RESIST THE URGE.
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