I WANTED TO BLOG ABOUT SOME THINGS I THOUGHT ABOUT TODAY. I REALIZED THAT PARENTS ARE PERFECT AND THEY DID THE BEST THEY COULD RAISING US. MY GRANDPA AS MEAN AS HE CAN GET REALLY DOES CARE ABOUT ME AND MY LITTLE BROTHER. MY REAL DAD ALSO CARES ABOUT US AND IN TIME HIM AND I WILL WORK OUT THE ISSUES THAT WE HAVE I KNOW THAT. RIGHT NOW I JUST HAVE SO MUCH GOING ON THAT I DON’T HAVE THE PATIENCE FOR IT. I WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT I THANK HIM FOR LEAVING ME AT MY GRANDPARENTS AND NOT MAKING US GO WITH HIM. THE CHOICE HE MADE WAS ACTUALLY THE BEST CHOICE HE COULD HAVE MADE. I MEAN I WAS WHERE I SHOULD HAVE BEEN AND I WAS WERE I COULD GET THE TREATMENTS AND WHAT NOT THAT I NEEDED. I WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT I NO LONGER HOLD IT AGAINEST HIM THAT HE LEFT US HERE.
I AM HOPING THAT ONE DAY I WILL BE ABLE TO FIND A MAN THAT LOVES ME AND IS WILLING TO DEAL WITH ME AND ALL OF MY CRAZYNESS. I HOPE THAT IF I EVER HAVE KIDS THAT MY HUSBAND WILL BE HALF OF THE MAN THAT MY GRANDPA IS. MY GRANDPA WAS THE ONLY PERSON WILLING TO STEP UP WHEN WE WERE LITTLE AND TAKE US IN. HE RAISED US EVEN THOUGH IT WASN’T FAIR FOR HIM AND HE HAD ALREADY RAISED HIS FAMILY. I KNOW HE AT TIMES GETS FRUSTRATED WITH US BUT HE WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR US.
THIS WAS JUST THOUGHTS THAT I WANTED PEOPLE TO READ AND KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT MY FAMILY.