WELL I GUESS IT IS TIME TO TELL THE REST OF THE STORY OF WHAT HAPPENED ON MONDAY. SO I TOLD JOSH SUNDAY NIGHT THAT WE WOULD DISCUSS WHAT HAPPENED IN THE MORNING BECAUSE I WAS TIRED AND WAS GOING TO BED. SO ON MONDAY WE TALKED ABOUT IT AND HE SAID HE WAS SORRY AND KNEW THAT HE HAD MESSED UP. SO I HOPE THINGS HAVE CHANGED AND IT WON’T HAPPEN AGAIN BUT YOU NEVER KNOW WITH MEN. I AM HOPING FOR THE BEST THOUGH. ALL ANYONE CAN DO IT HOPE THAT PEOPLE REALLY CAN CHANGE AND BELIEVE THEM WHEN THEY SAY THAT THEY HAVE REALLY CHANGED. I AM GOING TO STAY POSITIVE ABOUT THE WHOLE THING AND HOPE FOR THE BEST.
YESTERDAY WAS GRANDPA’S 71ST BIRTHDAY! I AM AMAZED THAT HE IS THAT OLD ALL READY. TO ME HE DOESN’T SEEM THAT OLD. I HAVE WORKED WITH PEOPLE IN THE NURSING HOME THAT ARE THAT AGE AND THEY ARE SO MUCH WORSE OFF THAN HE IS! IT MAKES ME HAPPY THAT HE IS STILL UP AND AROUND EVEN THOUGH I KNOW THAT IT IS ONLY A MATTER OF TIME BEFORE HE ISN’T ABLE TO DO MUCH ANYMORE. I HOPE THAT DAY IS STILL YEARS OFF BUT I AM NOT CRAZY AND I KNOW IT COULD BE ANY DAY NOW. I WILL KEEP PRAYING THAT IT WILL BE A LONG WAYS OFF.
MY GAME IS A LOT OF FUN AGAIN! IT IS NICE TO HAVE SOMETHING TO DO DURING THE DAY TO ENTERTAIN ME WHEN I AM WATCHING MOVIES AND WHAT NOT. IT IS A VERY SIMPLE YET FUN GAME. SINCE I AM PEOPLE PHOBIC IT IS EASIER FOR ME TO PLAY THIS GAME AND NOT HAVE TO GO AROUND PEOPLE LOL. I KNOW IT ISN’T THE SAME BUT IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I AM HAVING SOCIAL INTERACTIONS THAT IS FOR SURE!
I STILL CAN’T GET OVER THE BYU WIN ON SATURDAY! IT WAS AN AMAZING GAME AND I AM SUPER EXCITED FOR FOOTBALL SEASON THIS YEAR. I HAVE DECIDED THAT I AM GOING TO WEAR PURPLE BECAUSE I LIKE BOTH TEAMS THIS YEAR! IT IS GOING TO BE A GREAT FALL THAT IS FOR SURE!
SO THANKS TO MY LITTLE BROTHER I AM NOT ADDICTED TO HERO’S. I HAVE A LOT TO WATCH THOUGH BEFORE THE NEW SEASON STARTS ON THE 22ND. IT IS GOING TO TAKE ME FOREVER TO WATCH ALL 4 SEASON BUT I AM CLOSE TO BEING DONE WITH SEASON ONE. I WATCHED IT ALL WEEKEND WHILE I WAS PLAYING MY GAME. I HAVE TO HURRY AND HOPE THAT I MAKE IT! I KNOW I WILL AND IF NOT I WILL HAVE MY BROTHER DVR IT FOR ME SO WHEN I AM READY I CAN WATCH THEM ON HIS TV AND GET ALL CAUGHT UP!
THE GIRLS MUST HAVE ATE CRAZY PILLS THIS WEEKEND BECAUSE THEY WERE TOTALLY BEING GOONS ALL WEEKEND LONG! THEY NEVER WANTED TO STOP PLAYING. SYLVIA WAS DOING THE WHOLE CRYING THING WHILE I WAS IN THE GARDEN WITH GRANDMA. SHE WOULDN’T WALK OUT THERE! AFTER I GOT DONE LAUGHING AT HER I WENT AND BROUGHT HER OUT. WHILE I AM OUTSIDE THEY NEVER LET ME GET OUT OF EYE SHOT FROM THEM. IT IS FUNNY TO WATCH TWO CATS FOLLOW ME AROUND THE YARD. THEY ARE TOO MUCH AT TIMES THAT IS FOR SURE. I WOULDN’T TRADE THEM FOR ANYTHING IN THE WORLD THOUGH. THEY ALWAYS KNOW WHEN I NEED TO SMILE OR A PICK ME UP AND THEY DO SOMETHING CUTE!
WELL I WENT TO THE GYM ON SUNDAY! I WAS SUPER PROUD OF MYSELF FOR GOING ON SUNDAY. I THINK I AM STARTING TO LOSE INCHES! I HAVEN’T WEIGHED MYSELF BUT THE LAST TIME I DID WAS DOWN TO 160!!!!! I HOPE THAT I AM REALLY LOSING IT NOW. I AM WORKING HARD AT LOSING IT NOW AND I HOPE MY HARD WORK WILL START TO PAY OFF SOON!
HOPE EVERYONE HAD A GREAT LABOR DAY WEEKEND! HAVE A FUN AND SAFE MONDAY!

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WILD WEEK

WELL IT HAS BEEN A WILD WEEK TO SAY THE LEAST. I AM SO GLAD THAT THE WEEK IS OVER AND I AM HOPING THIS WEEK WON’T BE AS EVENTFUL AS LAST WEEK WAS. IT JUST SEEMED LIKE IT WAS THINGS AFTER ANOTHER. I HATE WHEN I HAVE WEEKS LIKE THAT. IT SEEMS LIKE IT TAKES ALL YEAR TO GET THROUGH 5 DAYS. I ALSO AM REALLY STRUGGLING WITH BEING HAPPY. I KNOW I AM DEPRESSED BECAUSE I DON’T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW. IT IS SO HARD TO FEEL LIKE THIS AND STILL TRY AND FUNCTION AND TO HIDE IT FROM EVERYONE. I KNOW MISTI NEEDS ME RIGHT NOW AND I AM TRYING TO BE THERE FOR HER. I JUST HOPE THAT I AM DOING A GOOD JOB AT RIGHT NOW. I AM SURE TRYING HARD BUT I DON’T KNOW IF I AM DOING ALL THAT I CAN DO FOR HER. I KNOW THAT I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS FUNK THAT IS FOR SURE.
I FEEL SO BAD FOR MISTI. I WISH I KNEW WHAT TO DO TO HELP HER OUT. I AM NOT GOING TO BLOG ABOUT WHAT IS GOING ON RIGHT NOW BECAUSE IT ISN’T MY PLACE AND IT ALSO IS MY NEWS TO TELL. I JUST HOPE THAT SHE REALIZES THAT SHE DESERVES BETTER THAN WHAT SHE IS GETTING. I KNOW THAT SHE KNOWS THIS BUT I ALSO KNOW HOW MUCH SHE LOVES HIM. I KILLS ME TO SEE HER STRUGGLE LIKE SHE HAS BEEN STRUGGLING THIS LAST WEEK. I KNOW IF SHE JUST GIVES IT TIME THE PAIN WILL PASS. I JUST HOPE SHE CAN STICK IT OUT UNTIL THE TIME DOES HEAL IT.
I HAVE BEEN WORKING OUT AT LEAST 3 TIMES A WEEK AND I STILL AM NOT GETTING ANYWHERE! I AM SURE GETTING TIRED OF IT THAT IS FOR SURE. I HAVE FINALLY CUT OUT SODAS AND CHIPS. I KNOW DON’T HAVE MUCH THAT I LIKE TO EAT BUT IT IS TIME TO BECOME HEALTH AGAIN AND WORK ON MY WEIGHT. I AM HOPING THAT BY CUTTING OUT THE SODAS I WILL BE ABLE TO START TO LOSE WEIGHT. WE WILL SEE BUT I AM HOLDING OUT HOPE THAT I AM ON THE RIGHT TRACK AND IT WILL START TO COME OFF SOON. I AM GOING TO THE GYM IN THE MORNING AND I AM GOING TO TRY AND GO TO THE GYM 4 TO 5 TIMES A WEEK FROM NOW ON. I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH THE CARDIO CINAMA THOUGH. IT IS SO MUCH COOLER AND LESS STRESSFUL FOR ME. I KNOW THAT THE PEOPLE IN THERE ARE WATCHING THE MOVIE AND NOT STARING AT ME. SO IT IS SO MUCH NICER FOR ME. I AM GOING TO TRY AND TALKING MISTI INTO GETTING A GYM PASS WITH ME SO THAT I DON’T HAVE TO GO ALONE ANYMORE.
I PLAYED THE SIMS 3 ALMOST ALL DAY LONG. BEFORE I COULD SAVE ALL THE PROGRESS THAT I MADE THE LAP TOP SHUT OFF! I WAS SO PISSED OFF. WHEN I TURNED IT BACK ON I HAD TO RESTART AND RE-DUE ALL THE STUFF THAT I HAD WORKED ON ALL DAY LONG! IT IS SURE ALOT OF TIME TO RE-DUE IT ALL BUT I DID IT AGAIN AND THIS TIME I SAVED IT EVERY HALF HOUR SO THAT IF IT DID THAT AGAIN I WOULDN’T LOSE AS MUCH. THE FAMILY THAT I AM PLAYING NOW JUST HAD TWIN BOYS SO NOW THE HAVE 4 KIDS! I CAN’T FIGURE OUT WHY IT IS SO ADDICTING FOR ME. I WISH I KNEW CAUSE I AM SURE THAT I WILL PLAY IT MOST OF THE DAY TOMORROW AS WELL/
JOSH AND I ARE GETTING ALONG WILL WELL. I THINK HE REALLY HAS CHANGED AND IF HE HAS I KNOW WITH OUT A DOUBT THAT THIS MARRIAGE WILL WORK OUT. I KNOW THAT BEING MARRIED ISN’T EASY AND THAT WE HAVE IT HARDER BECAUSE OF HIS JOB. I AM WILLING TO PUT IN THE WORK THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE AND I GET THE FEELING THAT HE IS AS WELL. IT IS NICE TO NOT FIGHT ALL THE TIME LIKE WE USED TO. I FEEL LIKE THE JOSH THAT I MET AND FELL IN LOVE IS BACK AND THAT IS A REALLY GOOD THING. I HOPE HE STAYS THE WAY HE IS NOW AND NEVER GOES BACK TO HOW HE WAS TOWARDS THE END OF THINGS.
THE GIRLS ARE LOVING LIFE. IT IS ALWAYS NICE TO SEE THEM HAPPY AND CONTENT IN WHATEVER THEY DO. THEY ARE LOVING THE WEATHER AND THEY LOVE TO BE OUTSIDE AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. I THINK THIS WINTER IS GOING TO BE QUITE A SHOCK TO THEM. THEY ARE GOING TO MISS GOING OUT AT NIGHT AND DURING THEY DAY. THEY ALSO ARE GOING TO HAVE TO USE THE LITTER BOXES AGAIN AND I AM SURE THAT IT WILL PISS THEM OFF. THEY HATE USING THEM NOW THAT THEY REALIZE THAT THEY CAN GO OUTSIDE IN THE DIRT. OH WELL THEY WILL GET USED TO IT THAT IS FOR SURE.
SORRY THAT THIS POST IS SO LONG BUT IT IS HARD FOR ME UPDATE IT DURING THE WEEK SO I TRY AND DO IT ON THE WEEKENDS AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. I HOPE EVERYONE HAD A GREAT WEEK AND HAS A GREAT SUNDAY!

TRUNDLE TRUNDLE

THIS WEEKEND WENT BY WAY TO FAST! I NEVER DID UPDATE THE BLOG ON SUNDAY. SO THIS WILL BE A LONGER POST DUE TO THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO WRITE ABOUT.
FRIDAY NIGHT I WENT WITH GRANDMA OUT TO CAMP WILLIAMS TO BRING CHRIS SOME PIZZA. ON THE WAY OUT THERE WE GOT STUCK BEHIND A LADY THAT WAS GOING 40 MPH. THIS OF COURSE PISSED GRANDMA OFF. SHE SPENT THE WHOLE DRIVE YELLING AND GETTING MORE AND MORE PISSED OFF THE LONGER IT WAS TAKING. I OF COURSE WAS LAUGHING AT HER THE WHOLE TIME. SHE HAD A HIGH PREST DINNER TO GO TO THAT NIGHT AND WANTED TO PROVE TO GRANDPA THAT YOU COULD GET OUT THERE AND BACK IN 30 MIN’S. WHEN GRANDMA WANTS TO PROVE A POINT YOU DON’T GET IN HER WAY. ANYWAY WHEN WE FINALLY GOT TO CAMP WILLIAMS THE OLD LADY WAS GOING ON BASE. THIS REALLY MADE ME LAUGH AS GRANDMA GOT EVEN MORE MAD BECAUSE THE LADY WAS STILL IN FRONT OF US. WELL WHEN WE FINALLY GOT AROUND HER WE GOT TO CHRIS AND GAVE HIM THE PIZZA. WHEN GRANDMA TURNS AROUND HERE IS THE LADY ASKING US HOW TO GET TO THE OFFICERS CLUB. THE LADY PROCEEDED TO TELL GRANDMA THAT SHE COULD GET LOST GOING AROUND THE BLOCK. GRANDMA WAS LIKE I COULD SEE THAT. NEEDLESS TO SAY GRANDMA WAS ABLE TO PROVE HER POINT. ON THE WAY HOME SHE TOLD ME TO MAKE SURE THAT I BLOGGED ABOUT THE LADY! SO THIS PART OF THE BLOG IS FOR GRANDMA!!!!!
ON SATURDAY GRANDMA AND I WENT AND DID OUR USUAL SATURDAY SHOPPING BUT THIS TIME GRANDMA WAS PISSED AT GRANDPA SO SHE WANTED TO STAY AWAY AS LONG AS SHE POSSIBLY COULD. I SWEAR THOSE TWO ARE ALWAYS FIGHTING LOL. ANYWAYS SO WE STARTED AT HER SISTERS WHERE WE DROP OFF APRICOTS AND TOMATOES THEN WE WENT TO THE MALL SO THAT I COULD GET A CHARGER FOR MY PHONE. MY PHONE CHARGER TOOK A CRAP AND I NEEDED TO GET IS REPLACED. SO GRANDMA WENT INTO JC PENNEY’ AND I WENT TO THE T-MOBILE STORE. WHILE I WAS WAITING FOR ONE OF THE REPS TO GET DONE WITH THERE CURRENT CUSTOMERS I FOUND 2 COVERS THAT I WANTED AND I ALSO FOUND A CLEAR CASE THAT GOES OVER THE COVERS SO THAT IF I DROP IT LIKE I ALWAYS DO IT WILL PROTECT THE COVER! I WAS SUPER EXCITED BECAUSE I TEND TO DROP MY PHONE BECAUSE MY HANDS ARE NUMB. NEXT WE WENT TO SAM’S CLUB TO RENEW MY MEMBERSHIP. SINCE I DID IT BEFORE SEPTEMBER 4TH I GOT A $10 GIFT CARD. SO I TALKED GRANDMA INTO BUYING ME TWO NEW PILLOWS. I LOVE TO SHOP WITH HER CAUSE IF I PLAY THE RIGHT CARDS I NEVER HAVE TO BUY ANYTHING! AFTER WE GOT DONE THERE WE WENT TO HARMON’S TO FINISH THIS LEG OF OUR SHOPPING ADVENTURES FOR THE DAY. A FEW HOURS LATER MY BROTHER TEXT ME AND HE NEEDED DEODORANT SO WE WENT TO WAL-MART AND BACK OUT TO CAMP. THIS TIME THERE WASN’T ANY SLOW DRIVERS. WE ALSO HAD TO PICK UP HIS LAUNDRY SO THAT GRANDMA COULD DO IT AND TAKE IT BACK TO HIM THAT NIGHT! WELL I GUESS HE SAW LACHELLE BECAUSE SHE WAS OUT THERE FOR HER LAST DRILL BEFORE SHE SHIPS TO BASIC TRAINING. MY GRANDMA SAID THAT SHE WAS CRYING AND WHAT NOT. SHE WAS TELLING MY LITTLE BROTHER THAT SHE WAS JUST USING THE GUY SHE IS SEEING. BUT KNOW ONE REALLY KNOWS WHAT IS GOING ON WITH HER ANYMORE. SHE STILL HASN’T GOTTEN HER STUFF OUT OF MY STORAGE UNIT SO IT LOOKS LIKE I AM GOING TO BE STORING IT WHILE SHE IS GONE AS WELL BUT I DO KNOW WHEN SHE GETS BACK SHE IS GOING TO HAVE TO PAY ME TO GET IT. I AM SURE THAT WILL TURN INTO A HUGE FIGHT BUT IT ISN’T MY PROBLEM IT IS HERS!
THE GIRLS ARE CRAZY LIKE ALWAYS. ON FRIDAY NIGHT SYLVIA WAS OUT UNTIL 4 AM. THE NEXT DAY SHE WANTED TO SLEEP ALL DAY BUT I WOULDN’T LET HER. EVERY TIME I FOUND HER I WOULD GET HER UP AND TRY AND KEEP HER AWAKE SO SHE WOULD SLEEP ON SATURDAY NIGHT. SHE WAS SO TIRED COME SATURDAY NIGHT THAT SHE FELL RIGHT ASLEEP. I FIND IT FUNNY HOW I AM TALKING ABOUT HER LIKE SHE IS MY BABY BUT I GUESS IN A WAY THEY ARE JUST LIKE MY KIDS. GRANDPA HAS STARTED CHASING SYLVIA WHEN SHE HISS’S OR GROWLS AT HIM. I TOLD HIM THAT IF HE KEEPS DOING IT EVERY TIME SHE DOES IT SHE WILL STOP DOING IT. WE WILL SEE IF HE KEEPS IT UP OR NOT. ELINORE IS ACTING REALLY WEIRD AROUND ME LATELY. SHE HAS STARTED TO BE REALLY SCARED ALL THE TIME AGAIN. I WISH I COULD GET IN HER HEAD AND FIGURE OUT WHAT SETS HER OFF. THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN THOUGH SO I WILL JUST KEEP TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT AND IF I DO MAKE SURE I DON’T DO IT ANYMORE.
JOSH WILL BE HERE TONIGHT. SO I AM GOING TO MEET UP WITH HIM AFTER THEY GYM SO THAT WE CAN GO TO DINNER. I ALSO MADE HIM BROWNIES BECAUSE HE WANTED THEM. WE WILL SEE HOW THAT ALL GOES. WITH HIM AND I YOU NEVER KNOW HOW THINGS WILL GO. IT SHOULD BE OK THOUGH I AM NOT EXPECTING ANYTHING MAJOR TO GO WRONG. IT SHOULD BE A NICE VISIT WITH HIM.
I HAVE BEEN PLAYING THE SIMS 3 ALL WEEKEND LONG. I HAVE STARTED TWO MORE GROUPS OF PEOPLE. I USUALLY JUST START ONE PERSON AT A TIME BUT THIS TIME I STARTED TWO GROUPS OF PEOPLE THAT ARE MARRIED. SO IT IS FUN. ONE OF THE COUPLES JUST HAD A BABY AND I AM HOPING THAT THE OTHER COUPLE WILL HAVE ONE SOON. I AM FINDING IT IS HARDER AND MORE FUN TO PLAY COUPLES AND NOT JUST ONE PERSON AT A TIME. I LIKE TO LIVE OTHER PEOPLES LIVES FOR THEM. SINCE I DON’T MUCH IN MY OWN LIFE IT IS FUN FOR ME TO MESS WITH OTHER PEOPLES LIVES EVEN IF IT JUST IS A COMPUTER GAME!
WELL I THINK THIS POST IS LONG ENOUGH! HOPE EVERYONE HAD A GREAT WEEKEND!