It’s Official. . .I am finally divorced.
This post has been sitting in my drafts for over a week now and everything I open it and read what I have written I delete it all. I have had posts in the past that have been hard for me to write and get written down but I never thought that this post would be one of them. I am not sure how many people know but my husband and I have been separated for years. In fact it has been so long I can’t even remember how many years it has really been.
We have spent more time apart than we ever did while we were married. Anyway’s as of June 27th I was officially divorced. It is crazy to think that I am now starting a new chapter of my life and I am not sure where it will take me but I am interested in finding out. Most people know tell me that I can date and do things like that and well I am pretty sure I am never going to date again. I am truly happy being single for the most part.
That being said while I am happy to finally have it done and over with it is also bittersweet and scary. I am scared because like I said before I am not sure where life will go from here. I am ready for the ride but scared at the same time if that makes senses. It is bittersweet for me because I never saw this as an ending for myself. I never saw my life taking this turn but I am slowly accepting it and moving on with where life will take me next.
I found out some news last week that I am still processing about the whole situation so be on the lookout for that post because it makes me wonder if it was even legal and things like that.
