WELL THIS LAST WEEKEND I STARTED WALKING. I AM GOING TO KEEP THIS UP EVERYDAY IF IT KILLS ME. EVEN THOUGH I AM EXHAUSTED AFTER WORK I AM STILL GOING TO DRAG MY BUTT OUT WALKING. I DIDN’T WALK LAST NIGHT SO I REALLY HAVE TO WALK TONIGHT. THERE AREN’T GOING TO BE ANY EXCEPTIONS. I AM GOING TO WALK RAIN SHINE OR SNOW. WHEN I WAS WALKING THIS WEEKEND I FOUND TWO ROCKS THAT I NOW KICK WHILE I AM WALKING. SO I FIGURE IT IS WORKING MY LEGS A LITTLE MORE AND HOPEFULLY BURNING A FEW MORE CALORIES. I HAVE FIGURED OUT THAT I THINK IT IS THE NEW MEDICATION FOR SLEEP AND WHAT NOT THAT IS MAKING ME GAIN WEIGHT. SO NOW I AM DEBATING AS TO WEATHER OR NOT I WILL KEEP TAKING IT. AFTER ALL OF THE SODAS THAT I HAVE ARE GONE I AM NO LONGER GOING TO DRINK THEM EITHER.
THE GIRLS ARE LOVING THE NEW WARMER WEATHER. THEY ARE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING AND HAVING A GOOD TIME. THEY ARE LOVING ALL THE THINGS OUT THERE AND EVERYTHING THAT MOVES THAT THEY CAN CHASE. ON FRIDAY SYLVIA STAYED OUTSIDE ALL DAY WITH GRANDPA “HELPING” HIM DIG HIS TRENCH. SHE LOVES “HELPING” HIM. IT IS SO CUTE TO WATCH HIM WITH HER. SHE WILL BE REALLY SAD WHEN AND IF I EVER MOVE OUT AND SHE HAS TO COME WITH ME.
I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN JOSH WILL BE HOME TO SIGN THE PAPERS. GOD ONLY KNOWS WITH HIM. HIM AND I RARELY EVER TALK ANYMORE. WHICH IS SAD FOR ME. I STILL LOOK AT HIM LIKE ONE OF MY FRIENDS SO IT IS HARD FOR ME TO NOT TALK TO HIM. BUT I WILL RESPECT HIS WISHES AND I WILL LEAVE HIM ALONE. I WILL LET HIM FIGURE OUT HIS LIFE WITH OUT ME IN IT.
THIS WEEKEND WAS REALLY LAID BACK FOR ME. I DIDN’T REALLY GO ANYWHERE OR DO ANYTHING. I KNOW IT WAS WEIRD TO NOT GO OUT BUT I AM NOT FEELING THE WHOLE CLUB SCENE AND I KNOW THAT I DON’T WANT TO DRINK. SO I JUST SAT AlONE IN MY ROOM. I AM JUST SO BROKE I DON’T HAVE THE MONEY TO DO THINGS OR EVEN DRIVE ANYWHERE. IT IS STARTING TO BE A JOKE ANYMORE.