WELL IT IS MONDAY MORNING AND I AM TIRED. IT ALWAYS SUCKS THAT THE WEEKENDS GO SO FAST. I DIDN’T DO MUCH THIS WEEKEND AND YET IT STILL WENT BY TOO FAST. I FOUND OUT ON FRIDAY THAT MY NEW INSURANCE WON’T COVER MY MS UNTIL NOV OF 2010. SO I TALKED TO JOSH AND HE SAYS I CAN STAY ON HIS IF I PAY HIM $100 A MONTH. EVEN THOUGH I CAN’T AFFORD IT I GUESS I HAVE NO OPTION BUT TO PAY HIM THE MONEY. I THINK I AM JUST GOING TO PAY $100 ON HIS CREDIT CARD AND THAT WAY I DON’T HAVE TO MAIL CASH OR A CHECK TO HIM. I GUESS HE IS DATING AGAIN. WHICH BUGS ME AND I AM NOT SURE WHY. OH WELL ONE DAY IT WON’T BUG ME ANYMORE.
THE GIRLS ARE ALWAYS GOING OUT NOW. WHEN I GOT HOME LATE SATURDAY NIGHT THEY WERE BOTH WAITING FOR ME AT THE DOOR. I WAS SO MAD AT THE FOR STILL BEING OUT BUT THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT. AT LEAST THEY STAY CLOSE TO HOME AND ALWAYS COME WHEN I CALL THEM.
THIS WEEKEND MISTI AND I WENT OUT ON SATURDAY NIGHT AND ENDED UP AT ALLURE AGAIN. IT SEEMS LIKE WE ALWAYS END UP THERE. EVEN WHEN IT ISN’T IN THE PLAN. WE WALKED AROUND GATEWAY AND WENT TO DINNER AND THEN TO TRADEWINS. AFTER THAT WE WENT TO ALLURE AND NEEDLESS TO SAY I HAD ALOT TO DRINK BUT SHE HAD EVEN MORE LOL. NEITHER OF US SHOULD HAVE DRIVEN BUT SINCE I WAS THE MOST SOBER I ENDED UP DRIVING AND GOT HER HOME AND THEN I MADE IT HOME. I HAD SOME MESSED UP DREAMS THAT NIGHT AS WELL. I HAVE DECIDED THAT DRINKING AND ME DON’T MIX SO I AM GOING TO TRY AND NOT DRINK ANYMORE.
WEEKEND FUN. . .
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UPDATE ON RECENT ACTIVITIES
WELL THIS LAST WEEKEND I STARTED WALKING. I AM GOING TO KEEP THIS UP EVERYDAY IF IT KILLS ME. EVEN THOUGH I AM EXHAUSTED AFTER WORK I AM STILL GOING TO DRAG MY BUTT OUT WALKING. I DIDN’T WALK LAST NIGHT SO I REALLY HAVE TO WALK TONIGHT. THERE AREN’T GOING TO BE ANY EXCEPTIONS. I AM GOING TO WALK RAIN SHINE OR SNOW. WHEN I WAS WALKING THIS WEEKEND I FOUND TWO ROCKS THAT I NOW KICK WHILE I AM WALKING. SO I FIGURE IT IS WORKING MY LEGS A LITTLE MORE AND HOPEFULLY BURNING A FEW MORE CALORIES. I HAVE FIGURED OUT THAT I THINK IT IS THE NEW MEDICATION FOR SLEEP AND WHAT NOT THAT IS MAKING ME GAIN WEIGHT. SO NOW I AM DEBATING AS TO WEATHER OR NOT I WILL KEEP TAKING IT. AFTER ALL OF THE SODAS THAT I HAVE ARE GONE I AM NO LONGER GOING TO DRINK THEM EITHER.
THE GIRLS ARE LOVING THE NEW WARMER WEATHER. THEY ARE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING AND HAVING A GOOD TIME. THEY ARE LOVING ALL THE THINGS OUT THERE AND EVERYTHING THAT MOVES THAT THEY CAN CHASE. ON FRIDAY SYLVIA STAYED OUTSIDE ALL DAY WITH GRANDPA “HELPING” HIM DIG HIS TRENCH. SHE LOVES “HELPING” HIM. IT IS SO CUTE TO WATCH HIM WITH HER. SHE WILL BE REALLY SAD WHEN AND IF I EVER MOVE OUT AND SHE HAS TO COME WITH ME.
I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN JOSH WILL BE HOME TO SIGN THE PAPERS. GOD ONLY KNOWS WITH HIM. HIM AND I RARELY EVER TALK ANYMORE. WHICH IS SAD FOR ME. I STILL LOOK AT HIM LIKE ONE OF MY FRIENDS SO IT IS HARD FOR ME TO NOT TALK TO HIM. BUT I WILL RESPECT HIS WISHES AND I WILL LEAVE HIM ALONE. I WILL LET HIM FIGURE OUT HIS LIFE WITH OUT ME IN IT.
THIS WEEKEND WAS REALLY LAID BACK FOR ME. I DIDN’T REALLY GO ANYWHERE OR DO ANYTHING. I KNOW IT WAS WEIRD TO NOT GO OUT BUT I AM NOT FEELING THE WHOLE CLUB SCENE AND I KNOW THAT I DON’T WANT TO DRINK. SO I JUST SAT AlONE IN MY ROOM. I AM JUST SO BROKE I DON’T HAVE THE MONEY TO DO THINGS OR EVEN DRIVE ANYWHERE. IT IS STARTING TO BE A JOKE ANYMORE.
FRIDAY PARTYING OR . . .
WELL IT IS FRIDAY NIGHT AND I AM ALREADY HOME. I KNOW I FIND IT WEIRD TO I AM NEVER HOME THIS EARLY ON A FRIDAY, BUT IT IS MUCH NEEDED FOR ME. I AM REALLY NEED TO GET BETTER. I HAD A REALLY FUN NIGHT THOUGH. AFTER WE GOT OFF OF WORK WE WENT TO A COFFEE SHOP. IT WAS REALLY REALLY FUN UNTIL ONE OF THE WORKS MADE A DUMB COMMENT TO US. HE BASICALLY STEREOTYPED US. HE WAS PLAYING DIFFERENT MUSIC BUT IT WASN’T BAD ALL. I KIND OF LIKED IT. HE SAID I BET YOU TWO DON’T LIKE THIS MUSIC. I WAS LIKE WTF??? MISTI AND I JUST LOOKED AT EACH OTHER AND THEN GOT UP AND LEFT. AFTER THE COFFEE SHOP HER AND I WENT TO DINNER AT THE LONESTAR STEAK HOUSE IN SUGAR HOUSE. IT WAS REALLY REALLY YUMMY. WE BOTH HAD A DRINK AND ATE. WE STAYED THERE FOR AT LEAST 2 HOURS. YOU WOULD THINK THAT HER AND I NEVER SEE EACH OTHER BECAUSE WE CAN TALK FOR HOURS. WHAT PEOPLE DON’T KNOW IS THAT WE ARE TOGETHER ALL WEEK LONG AT WORK AND MOST WEEKENDS. ALL IN ALL IT WAS A GOOD FRIDAY NIGHT. IT WAS A GOOD CHANGE TO NOT GO TO A CLUB. I REALLY ENJOY JUST SITTING AT A COFFEE SHOP AND PLAY CARD GAMES LIKE WE DID TODAY.
I REALLY WISH THAT I COULD GET OVER WHATEVER I HAVE. IT IS SURE GETTING OLD BEING SICK ALL THE DAMN TIME. THIS AFTERNOON MY GLAND ON THE LEFT SIDE OF MY THROAT GOT REALLY SWOLLEN AND IT MADE MY EAR HURT. IT IS GETTING TO BE A JOKE THAT IS FOR SURE. I AM REALLY WONDERING HOW LONG I CAN BE SICK. IT IS FUNNY THAT I AM STILL SICK FROM MY LAST INFUSION AND THE NEXT INFUSION IS ONLY A WEEK AWAY. OH WELL IT HAS TO BE DONE AND I CAN’T COMPLAIN CAUSE I AM THE ONE THAT CHOOSE TO TAKE THE MEDICATION. I AM SURE I WILL GET BETTER AT SOME POINT. I WON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO WHEN THAT DAY HAPPENS BUT I AM SURE IT WILL BE NICE THAT IS FOR SURE.
JOSH CALLED ME TODAY AND SAID THAT THE PEOPLE FIXING HIS TRUCK SAID THAT THEY FOUND HIS WEDDING RING. HE THOUGHT THAT HE HAD LOST IT WHEN HE ROLLED HIS TRUCK. HE WAS HAPPY WHEN HE TOLD ME THAT. I WASN’T AS EXCITED THAT IS FOR SURE. I GUESS HE IS IN SPRINGFIELD TO GET HIS TRUCK. I AM NOT SURE WHAT HE IS GOING TO DO ABOUT HIS GIRLFRIEND BUT I GUESS THAT REALLY ISN’T MY BUSINESS. HE CAN DO WHATEVER WILL MAKE HIM HAPPY.
