WELL THE WEEK IS ALMOST OVER AND I AM SO READY FOR IT TO BE DONE AND GRANDMA AND GRANDPA TO BE HOME. I GET SO TIRED OF TAKING CARE OF EVERYTHING. I ASK MY BROTHER TO DO SOMETHING AND HE DOESN’T DO IT SO I JUST DO IT SO I DON’T HAVE TO KEEP ASKING HIM. IT GETS SO OLD BABY SITTING A 21 YEAR OLD CHILD. THIS IS WHY I HATE LIVING AT HOME WHEN MY GRANDPARENTS GO OUT OF TOWN. OH WELL GUESS ALL I CAN DO IS KEEP DOING WHAT I HAVE TO DO AND STAY CALM TILL THEY GET HOME. I KNOW IT WILL BE OK AND THEY WILL UNDERSTAND WHY THE HOUSE ISN’T THE CLEANEST. I AM TRYING BUT IT IS HARD TAKING CARE OF A HOUSE WITH TWO OTHER PEOPLE THERE THAT DON’T HELP VERY MUCH IF THEY HELP AT ALL.
I GUESS GRANDPAS BROTHER ISN’T DOING WELL AT ALL. GRANDMA CALLED ME YESTERDAY AND TOLD ME THAT. I AM HOPING THEY DON’T HAVE TO COME HOME EARLY BECAUSE I KNOW THEY CAN’T AFFORD TO COME HOME EARLY. I GUESS IF THEY HAVE TO THEY WILL. AT LEAST GRANDPA SAID GOODBYE TO HIS BROTHER BEFORE HE LEFT. NOW HE WON’T REGRET NOT SEEING HIM BEFORE HE LEFT. I KNOW FROM THE NURSING HOME THAT PEOPLE REGRETTED NOT SAYING GOOD BYE TO PEOPLE BEFORE THEY DIED. IF HIS BROTHER DOES PASS AWAY I GUESS I HAVE TO AT LEAST ORDER FLOWERS AND SEND THEM TO HIS FAMILY. I WON’T GO TO THE FUNERAL BECAUSE I HATE FUNERALS THEY SUCK. I CAN’T STAND TO BE AROUND DEAD BODIES TO I TRY AND AVOID THEM AT ALL COSTS. I CAN’T FIGURE OUT WHERE MY PHOBIA OF DEAD BODY’S COMES FROM BUT ALL I KNOW IS EVEN AT THE NURSING HOME IT WAS ALL I COULD DO TO BE AROUND THEM. IT IS THAT FEAR THAT I DON’T THINK I WILL EVER GET OVER IT. SO I AM NOT EVEN GOING TO TRY AND GET OVER IT. I AM JUST GOING TO AVOID DEAD BODY’S AND THAT WAY I WON’T GET FREAKED OUT.
ELINORE IS DOING BETTER. LETS HOPE SHE STAYS THIS WAY AND DOESN’T GET WORSE AGAIN. SHE IS MAD AT ME THOUGH BECAUSE I DID LEAVE HER OUTSIDE FOR LIKE 3 HOURS LAST NIGHT. I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT HER AND ONCE I DID REMEMBER SHE WAS SO MAD. SHE WAS STILL MAD AT ME THIS MORNING. OH WELL SHE WILL GET OVER IT AT SOME POINT I GUESS. I AM NOT GOING TO WORRY ABOUT IT TO MUCH. THE OTHER CATS ARE DOING OK. SYLVIA WAS IN THE BATH TUB LAST NIGHT AND I SO BADLY WISHED I COULD HAVE GOTTEN A PICTURE OF HER THERE BUT SHE GOT OUT BEFORE I COULD GO AND GRAB MY PHONE TO TAKE A PICTURE. I SHOULD JUST LEARN TO CARRY MY PHONE WITH ME AT ALL TIMES. I ALWAYS NEED IT WHEN I DON’T HAVE IT. ONE DAY I WILL LEARN AND CARRY IT WITH ME.
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