SATURDAY FUN

WELL TODAY WAS FILLED WITH FUN! I HAD TO TAKE THE CATS TO THE VET AND THAT WAS A TREAT TO SAY THE LEAST. IT IS ALWAYS FUN WHEN I HAVE TO TAKE BOTH CATS ANYWHERE ON MY OWN. ONE OF THEM ALWAYS HAS TO BE IN THE BOX AND IT ALWAYS ENDS UP BEING ELINORE BECAUSE SHE IS THE EASIEST ONE TO GET IN AND OUT OF THERE. I AM ALWAYS SCARED THE SYLVIA WILL HURT HERSELF WHILE SHE IS TRYING TO GET OUT OF THE BOX. EVERY TIME I PUT HER IN THE BOX SHE BREAKS HER CLAWS AND HURTS HER NOSE TRYING TO GET OUT OF IT. SO I FIGURE IT WILL BE EASIER TO JUST PUT ELINORE IN THERE AND NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ONE OF THEM RUNNING AWAY. I TOOK THEM TO A NEW VET AND I REALLY LIKE THIS VET. HE WAS SUPER NICE AND VERY ATTENTIVE TO THE CUBS. HE IS MORE EXPENSIVE THAN THE OLD VET BUT I THINK IT IS TOTALLY WORTH IT. HE TOOK TIME TO LOOK AT THE CUBS AND EXAMINE THEM TO MAKE SURE ALL WAS WELL WITH THEM. THEY GAVE ELINORE BENADRYL IN HER MOUTH AND IT MADE HER FOAM AT THE MOUTH. IT WAS KIND OF FUNNY TO SEE. THE VET SAID IT WAS NORMAL FOR THEM TO DO THAT. HE SAID THAT BECAUSE IT TASTES SO BAD THEY ALL HAVE THAT REACTION TO IT. IT WAS INTERESTING TO SAY THE LEAST.
I TALKED TO JOSH ALOT TODAY AND IT MADE MY DAY. I WAS SO GLAD THAT I GOT TO TALK TO HIM. IT SEEMS LIKE FOREVER SINCE WE HAD ACTUAL CONVERSATIONS. IT MAKES ME REALIZE JUST HOW MUCH I MISS HIM. I WAS ABLE TO HIDE FROM IT WHEN WE DIDN’T TALK AND NOW I REALIZE HOW MUCH I HAVE MISSED HIM. I AM MORE CONFUSED THAN EVER NOW ABOUT WHAT I SHOULD DO. ALL I CAN DO IS TAKE IT ONE DAY AT A TIME.