NOT IMPRESSED

WELL I WAS TOTALLY NOT IMPRESSED LAST NIGHT WHEN I WATCHED THE UTES PLAY. THEY REALLY REALLY SUCKED TO SAY THE LEAST. I HATE IT WHEN YOU EXPECT GREAT THINGS AND YOU GET LET DOWN. OH WELL HOPEFULLY THEY WILL GET BETTER THIS COMING WEEK NOW THAT THEY KNOW WHAT THEY HAVE TO WORK ON. I WAS REALLY IMPRESSED WITH UTAH STATE THOUGH. YOU HAVE TO GIVE THEM PROPS FOR HOW HARD THEY PLAYED AND HOW THEY STUCK WITH THE UTES. AT TIMES THEY EVEN MADE US WORK FOR IT. THERE WERE A FEW TIMES THAT I WAS SCARED THAT THEY MIGHT ACTUALLY WIN BUT WE PULLED OUT A WIN RIGHT AT THE END.
I DID GO THE GYM LAST NIGHT AND WALKED FOR 15 MIN’S AND RODE THE BIKE FOR 30 MIN’S. I AM SLOWLY WORKING UP TO A LONGER WORK OUT. AT SOME POINT I HAVE TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO USE THE WEIGHT MACHINES SO THAT I CAN LIFT WEIGHTS TOO. WE WILL WORK UP TO THAT POINT THOUGH. I AM NOT SUPER EXCITED TO USE THE WEIGHT MACHINES BUT IT WILL BE GOOD FOR ME AND HELP ME LOSE MORE WEIGHT.
I AM SUPER EXCITED THAT IT IS FINALLY FRIDAY!!!! IT HAS BEEN A REALLY LONG WEEK AND I AM IN MUCH NEED OF A BREAK THAT IS FOR SURE. I HAVE BEEN SUPER BUSY ALL WEEK LONG AND I AM SO GLAD THAT TOMORROW IS SATURDAY AND I DON’T HAVE TO DO ANYTHING! I CAN JUST SIT AROUND AND DO A WHOLE LOT OF NOTHING. IT IS ALWAYS NICE TO JUST RELAX AFTER A LONG WEEK AT WORK. THIS WEEK HAS BEEN SUPER STRESSFUL AS WELL SO I AM GLAD THAT IT IS ALMOST OVER.
MY NEXT INFUSION IS ON FRIDAY SO I AM STARTING TO GET REALLY REALLY TIRED AND THAT ALWAYS SUCKS MAJOR ASS. I HATE IT WHEN MY INFUSION WEARS OFF AND I AM BACK TO BEING TIRED ALL OF THE TIME. IT SUCKS TO HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS AND KNOW THAT THE MEDICATION MAY NOT BE WORKING ANYMORE. I HATE IT WHEN I AM SPENDING SO MUCH MONEY ON IT AND IT MAY NOT WORK. OH WELL GUESS TIME WILL ONLY TELL WHAT HAPPENS WITH ME AND THE MEDICATION. I DON’T KNOW THAT IT IS WORTH IT ANYMORE. WE WILL GIVE IT SIX MORE MONTHS AND SEE WHAT THE NEXT MRI SAYS. IF I AM STILL GETTING WORSE THEN I AM GOING TO STOP TAKING IT AND WE WILL SEE WHAT THE DOCTOR WANTS TO DO FROM THERE.