MANIC MONDAY

WELL IT IS MONDAY MORNING AND I WISH THAT IT WAS THE WEEKEND AGAIN. SO I RENTED THE MOVIE THE “KNOWING” AND I AM STILL NOT SURE HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT. IT WAS DEFINITELY A VERY WEIRD MOVIE. ANYWAYS OTHER THAN THAT MY WEEKEND SUCKED. AS YOU CAN SEE FROM THE PICTURES MY INFUSION THAT I HAD ON FRIDAY LEFT ME WITH A BIG BRUISE. I USUALLY LOVE BRUISE’S THAT I GET BUT THIS ONE IS SO BIG AND NOTICEABLE THAT IT IS STARTING TO SUCK, BUT IT COMES WITH THE TERRITORY I GUESS. THIS ONE MAKES IT LOOK LIKE I SHOOT UP DRUGS AND WHAT NOT. GUESS IF PEOPLE ASK I SHOULD TELL THEM IT IS BECAUSE OF DRUGS LOL. THEIR REACTIONS WOULD BE PRICELESS. ANYWAYS OTHER THAN MISTI AND I FIGHTING NOTHING ELSE HAS REALLY HAPPENED. IT HAS BEEN A PRETTY LAID BACK WEEKEND.
MISTI AND I FOUGHT BUT I AM SURE IN TIME THINGS WILL GET BETTER FOR US. WE JUST SEEM TO HAVE A CYCLE . WE DO GOOD FOR A WHILE AND THEN SOMETHING HAPPENS AND ONE OF US BLOWS IT OUT OUT OF PROPORTION AND WE SAY THINGS WE WILL REGRET AND THEN A FEW DAYS LATER WE TALK IT OUT AND ARE OK AGAIN. WELL I HOPE THAT IS HOW IT WORKS THIS TIME. I AM GOING TO DINNER WITH HER TONIGHT AND WE ARE GOING TO TALK ABOUT THINGS. I KNOW THAT SHE KNOWS I WILL ALWAYS CARE ABOUT HER AND BE THERE IF SHE NEEDS ME.
MY LITTLE BROTHER AND LACHELLE ARE UP AND DOWN LIKE USUAL. THEY DO WELL FOR A FEW DAYS AND THEN SHIT HITS THE FAN AGAIN. OH WELL MAYBE ONE DAY WILL GET IT FIGURED OUT AND MAYBE NOT BUT I CAN’T WORRY ABOUT IT. I HAVE TO FIGURE OUT MY LIFE AND MY RELASIONSHIP WITH JOSH.
JOSH WILL BE HOME THIS WEEKEND AND THAT IS ALWAYS EXCITING. HE WILL BE HERE FOR THE FAMILY REUNION SO THAT SHOULD BE INTERESTING. I AM SURE HE WILL BE ALL SORTS OF CONFUSED AT IT. HELL I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHO PEOPLE ARE IN MY FAMILY. I HAVE NO WAY OF TELLING HIM WHO THEY ARE. OH WELL I WILL JUST WING IT OR ASK GRANDMA WHO THEY ARE.