DEAR JOSH,
I WANTED TO WRITE YOU A LITTLE LETTER AND LET YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL AND WHERE I WOULD LIKE THIS MARRIAGE TO GO. FIRST AND FOR MOST I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I DO LOVE YOU AND HAVE MISSED YOU THE LAST 7 MONTHS THAT WE HAVE BEEN APART. I WISH YOU COULD HAVE SEEN ME WHEN I WAS ON BOTH THE MEDICATIONS. I WAS A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT PERSON AND TEN TIMES EASIER TO GET ALONG WITH. I AM HOPING WHEN I SEE THE DOCTOR AGAIN THAT I CAN BE THE PERSON THAT I WAS WHEN I WAS ON THEM. I KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO GET ALONG WITH ME AND I AM WORKING ON THAT! I HOPE THAT WE CAN MAKE THIS MARRIAGE WORK. I KNOW WE WILL BE FIGHTING AN UP HILL BATTLE BUT IF YOU WANT THIS TO WORK LIKE I DO IT WILL WORK. I AM NOT SAYING THAT THINGS WILL EVER BE EASY BUT WITH TIME AND PATIENCE FROM BOTH OF US THERE IS NO REASON THAT IT CAN’T WORK! I ALSO HOPE THAT YOU CAN AND WILL BE HONEST WITH ME ABOUT LITTLE THINGS LIKE SMOKING. I AM GOING TO GIVE YOU THE TRUST AND I JUST HOPE FROM NOW ON EVEN SOMETHING WILL MAKE ME MAD OR UPSET THAT YOU WILL STILL TELL ME. IF YOU CAN’T BE HONEST WITH ME THEN WE BOTH ARE WASTING OUR TIME TRYING TO MAKE THIS WORK. I AM BEING HONEST WITH YOU LIKE I ALWAYS HAVE BEEN AND I HOPE THAT I CAN GET IT IN RETURN!
I JUST HOPE THAT YOU CAN BARE WITH ME FOR AWHILE TIL THINGS GET LEVELED OUT AGAIN AND IF YOU CAN DO THAT WE WON’T HAVE AS MANY PROBLEMS.
LOVE YOU TONS
MARGARET
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