I have decided that today is worst day of the whole week. It totally sucks!!! I hate how Tuesdays are always just there. There is never anything good about them. I have never had a good Tuesday. Today I am super busy and that always makes Tuesday even worse. I am really close to catching up though so that will be great!!!!!!!! It is hard for me to believe that I am the receptionist and I can be behind. I guess I am an over achiever. I am doing so much here I feel bad for the person that is going to come in and take my spot some day. I think after I am gone the guys will see how much I do. I have been here two years as of yesterday. I can’t believe that I have been here that long. Some days it seems like just yesterday that I started and other days it seems like I have been here for ever. It is weird how time passes and how you just adapt to a job even if you don’t really like it. This job has it’s good and bad points but I am just thankful that I can still work and that I have a job in this economy!
I have given up on the whole losing weight. It seems like no matter what I do nothing really changes so I am just going to do me and to hell with losing weight. I know in time that things will change but I am not going to stress about it or work out all the damn time. I am going to eat in moderation and not deprive myself like I have been because I want to lose weight so bad. I know when I lost it all before I wasn’t doing anything differently than what I have always done. So from now on if I want a soda every now and then I am going to have it and if I want fries I will have them at times. I am tired of eating only good things and not losing anything! So from now on I will eat what I want when I want to eat it! I am done caring about what people tell me to do to lose weight cause none of it has worked for me! I will keep going to the gym when I feel like it but not going to push it if I don’t feel like going. Like tonight I am just going to walk on the river trail after work and call it good. I may go home and do some crutches and lunges but other than that I am not going to do a whole lot. I guess all I need to do is enough to keep active and keep the MS at bay for awhile. I know that I am getting weaker and my only hope is that if I keep working out I will be able to walk and get around with out a wheel chair for a little bit longer!
The cooler weather is making the girls go nuts. This morning I stepped on Sylvia and was worried that I hurt her. So I called home when I got here and Grandma said that she was running and jumping all over the place so I guess she is ok. I hate it when they lay in the hall in the dark cause when I step on them I almost fall and one time I may hurt them but they always lay in the dark in the middle of the hall way. Guess one day they will learn if they get tired of getting stepped on.
I hate Tuesdays!
I HATE TUESDAY’S
I HAVE DECIDED THAT I HATE TUESDAY’S. IT SEEMS LIKE THEY ALWAYS DRAG AND I NEVER HAVE ANY WORK TO DO. IT SURE GETS OLD JUST SITTING AROUND AND DOING NOTHING ALL DAY LONG. I GUESS IT IS JUST PART OF HAVING A JOB AND WHAT NOT. I AM SURE IT SEEMS WORSE BECAUSE I AM SUPER BUSY ON MONDAYS AND WHAT NOT.
SYLVIA IS STILL ON THE HUNGER STRIKE OR SHE WON’T EAT DRY FOOD AND SHE IS ONLY EATING WET FOOD WHICH ISN’T GOOD FOR HER. OH WELL SHE WILL EAT DRY FOOD IF MY GRANDMA WILL STOP FEEDING HER WET FOOD ALL DAY LONG. I KNOW THAT THIS WON’T HAPPEN THOUGH. GRANDMA GIVES INTO THE CATS TOO EASY. OH WELL THAT IS WHAT GRANDMA’S DO SPOIL THEIR GRAND KIDS. SINCE THE GIRLS MAY BE THE ONLY GRAND KIDS SHE WILL EVER HAVE I GUESS SHE CAN SPOIL THEM ALL SHE WANTS.
CHRIS AND LACHELLE ARE UP TO THERE SAME OLD SHIT. THEY ARE ALWAYS FIGHTING AND THEN MAKING UP THEN FIGHTING AGAIN. I AM CONVINCED THAT IT WILL NEVER CHANGE WITH THEM. I ALSO DON’T SEE THEM EVER BREAKING UP. I THINK THIS IS THE CYCLE THAT THEY WILL BE DOING FOREVER AND A DAY. I DO THINK THAT AT SOME POINT ONE OF THEM WILL END UP IN JAIL FOR DOMESTIC VIOLENCE BUT THAT ISN’T MY PROBLEM OR MY WORRY ANYMORE. THEY BOTH CAN DO WHATEVER THEY WANT TO DO. I AM DONE WORRYING ABOUT THEM AND THEIR DRAMA ALL THE TIME. I DON’T HAVE ENOUGH TIME IN THE DAY TO WORRY ABOUT THAT AND THEN MY OWN STUFF. ALL I DO KNOW IS THAT SHE NEEDS TO GET HER STUFF OUT OF STORAGE OR IT WILL BE GONE WHEN SHE GETS BACK FROM BASIC TRAINING.
I AM GOING TO GO TO THE GYM TONIGHT BECAUSE I CAN’T GO TOMORROW AND I DIDN’T GO ALL WEEKEND LONG. I HAVE REALLY BEEN STRUGGLING WITH MIGRAINES LATELY SO I HAVEN’T BEEN GOING. I HAVE LOST THREE POUNDS SO I AM GOING TO KEEP GOING AND LOSE THE REST OF IT! I KNOW I CAN LOSE IT I JUST HAVE TO KEEP MOTIVATED AND WHAT NOT. I THINK THE BEST MOTIVATION FOR ME IS THAT I AM PAYING FOR A GYM PASS SO I HAVE TO USE IT. IF I WASN’T PAYING FOR ONE I DON’T KNOW THAT I WOULD EVER GO.
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