ANOTHER DAY HAS COME AND GONE AND NOT MUCH HAS CHANGED. I FIND MYSELF LOOKING AT THE WORLD AND NOT WANTING TO BE A PART OF IT ANYMORE. I FEEL RIGHT NOW THAT THE WORLD IS OUT TO GET ME AND I KNOW THAT IS IRRATIONAL BUT THAT IS HOW I FEEL. I AM TRYING SO HARD TO BE A BETTER PERSON BUT I FEEL THAT I AM NOT DOING ANY BETTER AT IT THEN I WAS A WHILE BACK. I WISH THERE WAS A QUICK FIX TO ALL OF MY PROBLEMS, BUT I GUESS THAT THERE ISN’T. IT WOULD HELP SO MUCH TO JUST HAVE A QUICK FIX TO IT ALL AND NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
I STILL HAVEN’T DECIDED IF I AM GOING TO DO MY INFUSION ON FRIDAY I THINK I WILL I JUST HAVE TO CALL THE PEOPLE AND SET UP THE FREE DOSE. BUT THEN AGAIN I DON’T KNOW IT IS WORTH IT ANYMORE. SO I DON’T KNOW GUESS I SHOULD MAKE THAT DECISION ASAP. THAT IS THE NEXT THING ON MY LIST IS TO FIGURE OUT ALL OF THAT.
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