WELL IT HAS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I HAVE POSTED AND NOT MUCH HAS HAPPENED. ELINORE HAS A COLD NOW. I AM NOT SURE WHAT TO DO FOR HER. I FEEL SO BAD FOR HER. SHE KEEPS SNEEZING AND RUBBING HER NOSE WITH HER PAW. I TALKED TO GRANDMA ABOUT IT AND SHE SAID ALL I CAN DO IS WAIT IT OUT BECAUSE I DON’T HAVE THE MONEY TO TAKE HER BACK TO THE VET. IT COST ME 200 LAST WEEKEND TO TAKE THEM FOR THERE SHOTS AND YEARLY CHECK-UP. THEY COST ME SO MUCH IT IS A JOKE. OH WELL GUESS THAT COMES WITH HAVING CATS THAT ARE LIKE MY KIDS. THE NEXT EXPENSE WILL BE WHEN I HAVE SYLVIA SHAVED. I AM GOING TO HAVE THE DONE THE END OF MAY SO THAT SHE WILL HAVE SHORT HAIR FOR THE SUMMER TIME. I AM SURE SHE WILL HATE ME WHEN I DO IT BUT OH WELL SHE WILL BE CUTE. I WILL BE SURE TO POST PICTURES OF HER WHEN I GET IT DONE. SHE WILL BE SO CUTE!!!!
I AM STILL SICK WITH THIS DAMN COLD I HAVE HAD SINCE LAST MONTH. IT IS SURE GETTING OLD THAT IS FOR SURE. I JUST WANT TO BE NOT SICK. MY NEXT INFUSION IS IN A WEEK AND FOR THE FIRST TIME I AM NOT NERVOUS ABOUT IT. I AM ACTUALLY READY FOR IT. IT ISN’T SCARY ANYMORE. I ALSO HAVE A DOCTORS APPOINTMENT ON TUESDAY AND THAT WILL BE NICE BECAUSE I DON’T KNOW IF SHE EVEN KNOWS THAT I AM HAVING THE INFUSIONS AGAIN. I ALSO HAVE TO GET PILLS FOR THE HEADACHES I GET AFTER THE INFUSIONS. I WISH THAT I COULD BE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE. I AM SO TIRED OF BEING SICK AND WHAT NOT. MY ANXIETY HAS BEEN REALLY REALLY BAD LATELY. I AM NOT SURE WHY BUT I HAVE REALLY BEEN STRUGGLING. IT IS GETTING HARD TO PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE EVERYDAY AND ACT LIKE NOTHING IS WRONG BUT IT IS SOMETHING I HAVE TO DO I GUESS. I HAVE TO ACT LIKE EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT. I AM HOPING THAT ONE DAY THE SMILE I PUT ON WON’T BE FAKE AND I WILL TRUELY BE HAPPY WITH MY LIFE AND WHO I AM.
I AM BACK TO EATING EVERYTHING THAT SUCKS LOL. I AM BACK ON THE DIET. I SHOULDN’T SAY A DIET BECAUSE I HAVE TO EAT LIKE I AM NOW ALL THE TIME. IT SUCKS CAUSE THERE ISN’T MUCH I CAN REALLY EAT BUT IT HAS TO BE DONE SO THAT I WON’T BE THE FAT KID ANYMORE. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THE FAT KID AND I AM TIRED OF IT. SO I AM GOING TO LOSE THE WEIGHT AND KEEP IT OFF THIS TIME.
ELINORE
YEAST INFECTION
SO I WENT BACK TO URGENT CARE LAST NIGHT TO FIND OUT WHAT WAS STILL WRONG WITH ME. AFTER THE DID THE STREP TEST THE IDIOT DOCTOR LOOKED IN MY THROAT AND SAID THAT I HAD A YEAST INFECTION. I WAS ALL CONFUSED CAUSE I DIDN’T KNOW THAT YOU COULD HAVE A YEAST INFECTION IN YOUR THROAT. APPARENTLY I WAS WRONG. SO THAT IS THE PROBLEM NOW BUT I THINK I HAVE A COLD ON TOP OF IT ALL. SO I AM HOPING THAT ALL OF THIS WILL GO AWAY SOON BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN SICK FOR ALMOST A MONTH NOW. I AM GETTING TIRED AND BITCHY CAUSE I HAVE BEEN SICK FOR SO LONG.
I AM SO EXCITED THAT IS IT SUNNY TODAY. I AM GOING TO TRY AND CLEAN THE INSIDE OF MY CAR. IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I HAVE DONE IT AND IT IS MUCH NEEDED. I HAVE BEEN SLACKING WHEN IT COMES TO CLEANING IT OUT. I REFUSE TO CLEAN IT OUT WHEN IT IS SNOWING OR COLD OUTSIDE. SO TODAY IS THE DAY TO DO IT.
SICK AGAIN
WELL I AM SICK AGAIN. THIS IS REALLY A JOKE. I AM NOT SURE WHAT I HAVE THIS TIME BECAUSE I CAN’T AFFORD TO GO TO THE DOCTORS AGAIN. SO I AM GOING TO TRY AND DO IT THE NATURAL WAY THIS TIME. I DON’T KNOW IF IT WILL WORK BUT I WILL GIVE IT A SHOT BECAUSE IT IS EASIER THAN GOING TO A DOCTOR. THEY STUFF I HAVE TO DRINK TASTES LIKE CRAP BUT IT BURNS MY THROAT WHICH IS WHAT IT NEEDS TO DO. SO I AM HOPING THAT ONE DAY I WON’T BE SICK ANYMORE. WHO KNOWS THOUGH I MAY ALWAYS BE SICK. SOMETHING ALWAYS SEEMS TO BE WRONG WITH ME. I AM SURE GETTING TIRED OF IT ALL. I AM SO CONFUSED ON WHAT I SHOULD DO WITH JOSH. I THINK THAT IS WHAT HE WANTS. I AM GOING TO KEEP GOING OUT UNTIL HE GETS RID OF HIS GIRLFRIEND. I WON’T SIT AROUND AND WAIT FOR HIM AND IF HE COME BACK AND I ALREADY HAVE SOMEONE THEN THAT IS HIS LOSS NOT MINE.
THE GIRLS ARE ALL CONFUSED WITH THIS WEATHER. JUST WHEN THEY START TO GO OUTSIDE AND ENJOY THE NICE WEATHER IT SNOWS AGAIN AND THEY DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO. IT IS FUNNY TO WATCH THEM TRY AND FIGURE IT ALL OUT. YOU CAN SEE THE WHEELS IN THEIR HEADS TURN. I CAN’T WAIT FOR THE SNOW TO GO AWAY I CAN’T DEAL WITH MUCH MORE WINTER DRIVING THAT IS FOR SURE.
I AM SO TIRED OF MY LITTLE BROTHER. THEY ARE SO RUDE AND DUMB TO MY GRANDMA. I DON’T THINK THEY GET HOW MUCH THEY HURT HER FEELINGS WHEN THEY DO CERTAIN THINGS. LIKE LAST NIGHT WHEN THEY WOULDN’T EAT WHAT SHE MADE FOR DINNER. IT IS A JOKE SHE MAKES THINGS THAT SHE KNOWS LACHELLE WILL LIKE AND THEN THEY GO AND GET PIZZA. IT IS A JOKE. THEY NEED TO GROW UP AND STOP BEING SO ANNOYING. I COULDN’T EVEN BE IN THE SAME ROOM AS THEM LAST NIGHT. EVERY TIME THEY WOULD COME INTO THE ROOM I WOULD LEAVE AND GO AND HIDE IN MY BED ROOM. I HAVE TO HIDE SO THAT I DON’T START AN ARGUMENT.
