NES Check In

It has been a few weeks since I have written a post about my fight trying to get over NES.  I haven’t been doing well at all with it.  I haven’t really been trying to hard because I am trying to get through the withdrawals symptoms that I am having since I have stopped Lexapro and started taking Zoloft.   I didn’t really keep track of the days that I didn’t eat but I did really bad last night.  I have been struggling with a few things lately and I think that is why I have been struggling with eating at night.  I am really struggling with being single right now.  I have really started to miss a few guys from my past but I know that they are there for a reason. 

All I all it has been a rough few weeks but I am going to start working hard on it again and I hope that I will do better this week.

Margaret Tidwell

I am a 32-year-old blogger. I write about my life and my struggles with Multiple Sclerosis. I also am a huge book worm and I have been doing book reviews for years now. I also blog about adoption, Multiple Sclerosis, and things that go on in my life.

Margaret Tidwell

Margaret Tidwell

Margaret Tidwell

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  1. Hang in there kiddo. Talking about it is part of the battle. You need something to help you sleep! That's what did it for me. I started sleeping through the night (well, I still wake up 3 times to pee) but I'm so sleepy that even if my stomach is growling I just don't care. Have you asked your doc about that?

  2. The Blog Writer says:

    Hmm. I hope you find love really soon. Till then, keep yourself happy. The eating will stay in control because you want it to.

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Well another week has past and I don’t know how I feel about the past week.  I ate about 3 or 4 times which is better than it has been but it bugs me that I can’t just stop eating at night.  On Friday night I had a panic attack because I refused to get up and eat.  I just paced in my room freaking out.  I was so frustrated because I feeling like only because  my body thinks it needs to eat in the middle of the night when I don’t really need to.  Last night I didn’t fight it.  I just ate because I didn’t want to fight with my brain.

I am hoping to get into the doctors this Friday and see what they can put me on or who they can recommend for me to go talk with.  I know I can fight this but there are days when it is just easier to eat then fight with my head!  That is all for now!  I hope everyone has had a great week!  Stay strong!

Margaret Tidwell

I am a 32-year-old blogger. I write about my life and my struggles with Multiple Sclerosis. I also am a huge book worm and I have been doing book reviews for years now. I also blog about adoption, Multiple Sclerosis, and things that go on in my life.

Margaret Tidwell

Margaret Tidwell

Margaret Tidwell

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