It has been a super long week. The men that I work with are getting meaner all the time and I am not sure how much more I can deal with it. I don’t understand why they feel that yelling at me or Misti is going to get their problems taken care of faster. If I get yelled at by the guys I always make sure that I do what they were yelling about very last just because I am pissed. I get so tired of getting yelled at about things are out of my control. How hard it is to understand that I only enter in orders. I have no idea about credits and if the customer is put on credit hold it isn’t my problem that we can’t invoice them out and or enter an order for them. I am really at the end of my rope when it comes to dealing with the men and having them be total assholes to me all the time. I am just going to start staring at them when the freak out and if they calm down I will try and help them. If they don’t calm down then I am going to refuse to help them. They treat Misti & I like we are stupid idiots that don’t do anything. If Misti or I were to quit everyone would be in a world of hurt. Hell I don’t even think the guys know how to work the phones let alone use the accounting program. I really with there was a way to show the guys how things would run if one of wasn’t around. They have no idea of how much Misti and I really do.
Yesterday was also my infusion and that always takes a lot out of me. I don’t know why it makes me tired but it sure does. I am so glad that it is over and I don’t have to worry about it until next month. I am sure getting tired of the infusions and taking time off work so that I can get them done. When I take days off of work I want to do fun things and not spend 4 hours or so at the cancer clinic getting medication put into my body. One good thing is that my liver is doing super well which is a great thing. I have to wonder how long my liver is going to hang in there though. I has to deal with so many chemicals because of all the medications I am forced to take because of this damn disease.
That is enough of this for now. I will be back! Have a great weekend and…..